Well, I’ve been psycho for past few months. I got betrayed by my friend, live bullying and shit. Some damn kids use the adult relationships to ruin my life since kid. They bully me for so many years already and still do. It’s very humiliating cause they’re like 6 years or younger than me.
At school, I am forced to tell jokes to please my friends. I just get addicted to it. I couldn’t quit.
I also got severe pain or knife moving inside my face. Yes, I mean KNIFE. It mutated, moves and hurts like hell for every damn second for the past decade. It’s like my face is bleeding inside. It’s not a disease, just my post-trauma shit.
I got severely traumatized since kid. My brother teach me porn when I was five and I got beaten badly by my mom, crying in front of those demonic kids, laughing at me.
When I was called strange in high school, I got no more friends. Only one, who’s my junior in high school who doesn’t know anything.
Then, I got bullied severely for being called a troll. They ignore me, make fun of me and call me names (back in middle school).
Those kids are still bullying me when I’m out of high school. Now, I’m a shut-in. I need people to get food for me and shit.
If you tell me to see psychiatrist or something, then get lost. I’ve seen one. I’m afraid of people either.