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Back to ”Normal”

by Alexther 1/13/2016

written by Alexther

Yup…

But it’s not the usual, it returned… It returned much worse than before… MUCH, much worse…

I can feel whatever’s left of my sanity fading away as I am drawn back into the cycle of repetitive days, with the time barely moving on during the parts of the day I hate, and flying by during the few moments I enjoy in the day.

Then, going back to bed, thinking with dread that tomorrow will be another day I will have to wake up and face the world. Another day I will be reminded with every occasion of the failure that I am. Eventually falling into an uneasy […]

1/13/2016 2 comments

Just done.

by SkareKrow 1/12/2016

written by SkareKrow

I was just delt a bad hand where everything is a struggle for me. I just don’t see the good in life. I trained myself cognitive behaviors and programmed myself to continue to thrive to be productive against my own negative thinking. I have excelled in going outside my box but It’s so exhausting and Im still not happy. Still not any further than I was. There’s nothing wrong with me hating life as long as I’m productive in society. That’s what all the doctors preach right? I’m done pretending, I’m done putting up a fake face. I just want to be in a room […]

1/12/2016 3 comments

Insignificant

by BeautifulCreation 1/6/2016

written by BeautifulCreation

I was feeling hopeless and then I looked up at the sky and saw the stars. Billions of stars and the vastness of the Universe all the way to the biginning and for a moment all my problems seemed insignificant.
Creation is an amazing thing, i dont believe in God, which makes this even more amazing. For us to exist, infinite amont of puzzle pieces over billions of years had to fit perfectly together. I wish i could live in a time when humans, as a species, had to fight for survival. Those were the simple days. Without insects we wouldnt exist, without preditors we […]

1/6/2016 1 comment

Things I hate about myself

by abyssgirl 12/23/2015

written by abyssgirl

I hate that I am overweight and that especially lately I comfort eat a hell of a lot. I hate my appearance -the fact I have naturally curly hair is a curse, I wish I had a cuter nose and a generally more feminine looking face, my appearance is top of my list of reasons of why I want to die, I hate the way women are treated in society in general-mainly valued for appearance and that fake beauty is valued more than natural beauty seems a lot of people find a woman’s un made up face unacceptable, I hate how weak I […]

12/23/2015 19 comments

I’m worthless

by HenkWeg 12/23/2015

written by HenkWeg

I’m worthless to society. There, I’ve said it. There’s absolutely no use for me and there is no way I’m ever going to be of use to anyone anymore.

I’m a 41 year old man, no relation, no proper education, no job, way too insecure to even handle anything remotely relating to success and having nothing of interest to anyone. When I open my mouth nothing of interest to anybody around me comes out of it. I really am of no merit to society.

It hurts a lot to see all the people around me have wonderful complete lives, with working careers, friends, hobbies and relations. Basically the […]

12/23/2015 6 comments

Just weird …

by jadedkeizy 12/8/2015

written by jadedkeizy

I am a weird guy. I have weird preferences when it comes to entertainment, all the ideologies I embrace are contrarian, weird sexual tastes ( I am attracted to female hands), fucked up persona, socially inept. I feel like an outcast and I just don’t fit into society as a functional being.

ahh just wanted to vent my insecurities … sigh

….. and I think I am touch deprived … I need to touch shoulders with someone 🙁

12/8/2015 6 comments

The impossibility of life

by disgusting 12/8/2015

written by disgusting

I just read this article… I guess the jist of it is, this guy, once successful, racially profiled and thrown in jail, didn’t do it, got the crime he didn’t do wiped off his record, gets job offers because he has the experience, but doesn’t get the jobs because he’s homeless. Yeah, once you’re on the bottom rung of society, you can never get out. http://buff.ly/1YWIKZZ

12/8/2015 4 comments

I Feel Better Being Nothing

by wolfanasan 12/1/2015

written by wolfanasan

I feel less suicidal, being nothing.

I am not a student, not an employee, not a daughter, not part of society. Not glum, not unattractive, not any other adjective.

I feel better when I am not obliged to fake emotions. I dont mind being alone anymore. Can I just float through the days, just for awhile?

Can I stop identifying myself as my experiences? Can I stop feeling ashamed for having not accomplished anything? Can I stop identifying as a human, and just wander through Time as nothing, just for a little while?

12/1/2015 3 comments

Isn’t it Funny?

by Zetsumei 10/30/2015

written by Zetsumei

Hi, I’m new here. I suppose I’ll start with a brief reflection of my life. I apologize if my sentences are extremely scattered. Currently, I’m 24 and a bi-curious/bisexual male. However, being a closeted bi is the least of my problems… My problems started long before everything hit the fan. I was born a little over 1-pound and close to the end of the 2nd trimester. I had brain trauma from the birth itself which caused the doctors to never think I’ll walk or talk. Almost a quarter of a century later, I definitely defied their expectations. Yet in the eyes’ of “normal” society, I […]

10/30/2015 6 comments

What is freedom?

by wndozh8er 10/23/2015

written by wndozh8er

According to the dictionary definitions of freedom include:
a : the absence of necessity, coercion, or constraint in choice or action
b : liberation from slavery or restraint or from the power of another : independence

I been thinking a lot about these two definitions. Take definition A For example – when people denies your right to choose or passes legislation to prevent choice (especially in terms of right to die), isn’t that coercion? Isn’t that constraint in choice or action? Look at example B – isnt the human condition in of itself a form of slavery? We are restrained by the laws of nature, and […]

10/23/2015 7 comments

The more I think about it, the more pissed off I get PT2

by wndozh8er 10/23/2015

written by wndozh8er

None of us signed a contract to be born. It was the choice of our parents. In my case, my immature 19 and 21 year old parents choose to have sex without a condom, than decided not to get an abortion when biomom got pregnant. Me, the person effected the most by my parents irresponsible choices, has no choice to opt out of life. At least not the way I want to.

Why does our CULTure and the medical establishment consider it a mental illness to not want to live anymore? they think it’s absolutely nuts not to wanna live in a world were your enslaved […]

10/23/2015 5 comments

The more I think about it, the more pissed off I get

by wndozh8er 10/22/2015

written by wndozh8er

Even though I’m not suicidal (actively seeking a way out or planning anything) I’d be more than happy to choose a peaceful exit from this world. I don’t get our societies sick and twisted obsession with forcing everyone to stay alive against there will. I was put in a psyche ward over a month ago, and yes it did “help”, but it was only temporary. They get payed to force me to live, my family wants to keep me alive for there own selfish purposes. Like I said many times, I didn’t choose to be born nor have I chose the cards I was dealt […]

10/22/2015 8 comments

Why

by hoshi 10/15/2015

written by hoshi

Have u ever looked around and seen people laughing, smiling, talking…. An ever thought why? Now, it’s an everyday occurrence for me. Why are they laughing. What could possibly be so funny that they laugh without a care in the world. Why motivates them to maintain that tiring position of a gin on your face. For me, I wear a mask. I don’t even know why I do. I smirk when I’m suppose to, don’t talk out of place, and listen quietly. Now I’m in my bathroom, tearing up, questioning my will to live and move on. Why are we even here. Why do we have to […]

10/15/2015 2 comments

I try and try

by Mulder 10/5/2015

written by Mulder

I got arthritis at 20. Now I’m soon 28 and I recently had to quit my job because of my disease.

I’m an introvert and also suffer from social anxiety. I have been depressed for as long as I can remember.

Now I’m in danger of losing my apartment because no one wants me for work. I never speak to people, so I have no friends, just some acquaintances.

I used to have at least a spiritual point of view at the shit in my life. I’ve experienced some trancendental stuff, but now I don’t see any point whatsoever.

I just want to die. Society is made for extroverted, […]

10/5/2015 2 comments

My letter

by bayareaguy 9/28/2015

written by bayareaguy

With All of My Love………………….

Its better this way, it really is. I don’t think I will ever be able to explain how pain filled, lonely and useless I have been for so many years. Living is a complete hell for me.

No one I know would wish such pain on an animal they love and, would indeed, put the poor thing out of its misery. It would be selfish to compel it to go on living. If any of you ever have to experience this deep misery, you may, at last understand it takes courage to go against the natural inclination to live and thrive. The […]

9/28/2015 10 comments

Logically Depressed

by divine_seagull 9/8/2015

written by divine_seagull

Hey folks, look to the sky, that bird floating above the clouds is the divine seagull. These graceful fliers may look unphased by the troubles of life, but wait until they touch down, and it’s a different story. When you see one on the ground they’ll usually be in tatters from having to fend off and procure food from their hostile and greedy friends. It could make anyone think they ended up that way from tumbling down in a near deadly crash. Alas, life in the dirt is rough, we get up, we fight, we stay up, we fight, every once in a while we […]

9/8/2015 2 comments

A sad realization…

by wndozh8er 8/26/2015

written by wndozh8er

I read a lot of things about natural selection and how people value beauty over substance. I started thinking – I’m gonna do my own research! So I went on YouTube and looked people who was crying out for help, mainly those ones who use flash cards. The “attractive” ones got all kinds of support and sympathy while the “overweight” and what society views as “unattractive” got mocked and made fun of, even if there issues where more serious. It’s sad! Empathy being induced in the human mind based on physical attraction…….another example of the insane majority.

8/26/2015 84 comments

Death this weekend

by lifeismeaningless 8/21/2015

written by lifeismeaningless

I am ready to go. My family hates me. I am all alone. I am taking Tylenol and drinking alcohol. I have my letter ready for my parents and society to read. This is all of society’s fault.

8/21/2015 6 comments

Who’s Dealing with Poverty?

by motherchucker 8/17/2015

written by motherchucker

Hey, all. Sincerely hope you’re doing well. Er — as well as can be, given that we’re all in a suicide forum.

I guess I’ll get right to the point: One of my major fears is poverty. I live in a Third World country, and I see it every day. The lack of healthcare, the people living in the streets, the laborers breaking their backs every day and making f*ck-all. Shamefully, I’m more concerned about not falling in with them than actually helping; there’s just too damn many people in need. Sigh, yet another reason to just catch the bus, if only I weren’t so cowardly. […]

8/17/2015 20 comments

Read this…

by kinda anonymous 8/16/2015

written by kinda anonymous

SOCIETY: are you under 100lbs?

GIRL: no, but im happy.

SOCIETY: is your hair down to your ass?

GIRL: no, but im happy

SOCIETY: do you have huge boobs?

GIRL: no, but

SOCIETY: do you have a flawless smile?

GIRL: No.

SOCIETY: Do you realize how ugly you are?

SOCIETY: Do you realize that no one wants you?

SOCIETY: Did you realize your stupid?

SOCIETY: Where did you go?

SOCIETY: have you commited suicide?

SOCIETY: Omg, no, she was so beautiful, and special, and loved, she will be missed so much society is so ugly, why did she have to go?

8/16/2015 7 comments

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