What does an SP (sad) party look like?
Like this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TyQhDlzbPbQ
I’ll be the DJ cat with the matrix-y sunglasses lol
Which sad cat will you be? And who’s gonna be bringing the fun party drugs???
I know someone will be bringing the Jager. 😛
For me : My love cares for me alot, alot.
But before she came, I also used to think that no one cares which lot of you guys think and feel.
And I know this for certain that we(SP) care. We(SP) care when any member of our family feel low or go thru any horrible situation. So don’t ever think that no one cares.
How ironically hopeful and beautiful, it is ? 🙂
My depression took a break, I think. I didn’t go anywhere or see anyone but I had a moment of happiness when I heard one of my favorite songs . Then I drew a little and actually enjoyed it.
I’m not sure this is SP material but I thought maybe this is hope for some of you.
Either way today was a win. I wish for all of you to have a victory tomorrow 🙂
It’s my birthday today. And I’m more likely at work, or sleeping for my birthday. I’m 22 today. I made It another year guys. Yay.. I might drink tonight and make an appearance on SP. So I appoligize in advance. What else am I going to do on my birthday? At least I technically won’t be alone on my birthday if I come here.
Lastnight was a dark dark time for me, I had everything almost ready to end my life. Then I received an email from someone on here. In my worst time I had someone who actually cared and didn’t even know me. That email brought happiness and light back into me, and I opened my eyes for the first time – my life hasn’t been easy and I felt like it was the last hit I could take!
my brake up – she replaced me with another man – she left me for dead – this was my worst love and her pluge will only continue to […]
Thats it.
Hm, I’m wondering if suicidal / depressed people tend to watch certain kinds of movies more than “normal” people. What kinds of movies do you like to watch? Horror, sci-fi, romance, action, comedy, crime, etc?
I wonder what happy people like to watch? Mostly happy-feel-good movies? Bleh.
I like watching end-of-the-world movies lol. Maybe I want the whole world to end 😛
Likes: action, sci-fi, horror, end-of-the-world, documentaries
After about a month or so I’m back to SP with my suicidal thoughts. Is this a surprise? Of course not. Have been reading SP since 2011, 5 years. When will this end? When I accept what happens to me and move on (god forbid), or i do the right thing and end my existence. I hope the latter happens. Soon, clean and unpainful. I know I won’t do it though, I have too many unknowns about ending it.
Back to SP 🙂 I like this place. As I’m writing this I feel a warm feeling as if I’m home. I like you guys too, I […]
Do you know of other websites like SP?
I swear I could have blown my brains out this evening if I had a Gun in my vicinity. Damn, I got a bad panic attack and everything around me became a blur, migraines etc I hate these Panic Attacks … Not sure they are a result of me trying to wean myself off of meds…
Uhmm, I mean to ask …. Has anyone here on SP ever Over Dosed on Anti-depressants ???
This is Zetsumei’s character song/poem from my SP anime.
In blackest night,
no light shall reach me.
Gathering the broken,
it’s time for our sinful killing spree!
Konbanwa, Zetsumei here
and Zetsubou’s my game.
You can’t play so face your crime,
’cause time picked you as prey.
The numeral of change engraved deeply
marks the funeral of Humility.
Scattering feathers dyed red,
despair bows Virtue’s head.
Konbanwa, Zetsumei here
and Zetsubou’s my game.
You can’t play so face your crime,
’cause time picked you as prey.
Not even the white moon shines down
so drown in this flood of ash.
Para won’t hear, “Yes, my lord” anymore,
when the hoard is marching ashore.
I can’t fully process it all. Life is changing so fast. There’s still no long term security. It’s still week to week and not knowing if I’ll have somewhere to live in April. So I’m a full card carrying member of SGI and I’m going to be given a bunch of photos to make a video presentation for them, at least locally I mean, to be shown at the local center. They find out what you can do quick. Lol. At my second job I’ll get 15 hrs a week and have the title of program coordinator. It all sounds fancy. I can’t believe I […]
Im sure that we can all get related to this song.
PS: hope that i will find some fans around, if you are one of them, than talk to me :))
its been a while since I’ve posted on SP mainly because I’ve been pretty happy lately. About 2 months ago I had a big fight with my mom and I told her to shove it and that I would rather live in my car than live with her so that’s what I did. Yeah I had the balls to do it so I did I slept in my car for 2 weeks and I was extremely bored but happier than I was at home and then I told my ex girlfriend and her parents took me in because they always liked me only one was […]
I haven’t been on SP for a long time, but I decided to come back and see how everyone is doing. I know that life is rough sometimes, but please stay strong and don’t give up. You’re all loved. 🙂
Just going to leave this here. Goodnight, SP. I’ll catch up with everyone in their morning posts.
but better cuz there’s no adds
As you have comments off I decided to make this post. You have been part of SP for such a long time (with more names than I can keep track of lol). Yet I don’t see you say much about you. Usually you are giving good advice or leaving posts on other subjects like football. So your latest post has me worried. Want to talk? Here or email. Sometimes we find ideas or hope in the oddest places.
It’s my username at hot mail c om
I’ve recently found the courage to talk to someone about me. But now I’ve lost contact with him. He made me feel better. Now I feel like crap all over again.
It’s hard to find someone who understands and doesn’t judge. I guess that’s why I’ve joined SP. I need someone who understands.
Some of you may be waking up .. Some may be sleeping. I wish you all a good day , or a good sleep. 🙂 hope you are are doing well
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