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Suffocation

Addicted

by boredtattoos 3/8/2015

written by boredtattoos

I love it when you

Curl your arms around my neck

And sink your teeth into my shoulder

And twist my heart to bloody ribbons

Snapping.
I love it when you

Kill me in every way possible

And suffocate me under your breathless thoughts

And line-dance across my skin

Crimson.

I love it when you

Press on me like a weight

And hollow me out like a hole

And twirl me along the edge of the roof

Dangling.

I love it when you

Whisper dark nothings into my ear

And make my heart beat faster

And kiss my hand goodbye

Fallen.

But I love it most when you

Leave me alone with the crowd

And hide yourself away somewhere lost

And forget about me

Please.

I hate it when […]

3/8/2015 1 comment

My Imagination

by candygrl 8/22/2014

written by candygrl

Your Position is only a step above, I am just one step below

Your Attitude is only a Reflection of your Belittled mind.

Your only an idiot in a non existant world.

Your nothing to me

My Imagination is beyond your Appreciation

My Dedication is beyond your Contemplation

My Motivation is beyond your Suffocation

My world is far beyond your Imagination

My mind is beyond your reach

8/22/2014 0 comment

In the end it won’t mean a Goddamn thing.

by Togma 4/4/2013

written by Togma

Everything buildsÂ characterÂ they say, every little gripe and suffocation of my personalÂ imageÂ will just mean something more in the end. I will transcend and be greater for it. What I wouldn’t trade a bit of “character” for somethingÂ resemblingÂ happiness. I am 27Â andÂ still unsure of what I am here to do every little path that i stray across simply ends with me holding the bags and the jackals growing all he louder. I know that since most humans are wrapped in their own egos, which is not a condemnation of suchÂ becauseÂ it is a natural thing and should be embraced, that they see suicide asÂ somethingÂ that more or lessÂ pertainsÂ toÂ them. So when […]

4/4/2013 0 comment

**WE’LL CALL THIS PART ONE*

by I.cant.breathe! 3/21/2013

written by I.cant.breathe!

I remember when i was what society called happy, like, genuinely happy. a time when I didn’t feel like the world was blurred, like I was just a ghost. I felt, normal i guess. I was nine. that was it. nine years old. and then i just…faded.

I recall how I’d walk into the doors, I’d hear everyone talking, everyone would be with their friends. And me? I’d struggle just to convince someone that they could talk to me. I wasn’t well liked for God knows why. I guess people just needed an outlet to put all their hate, sadness, anger, and shit in. They chose […]

3/21/2013 0 comment

MY Story

by MJSPP1994 1/15/2013

written by MJSPP1994

My Name is Markus Jolley, also I go by MJ. I haveÂ tried at least 12 attempts of suicide, all failing, and now all I have is myself.Â I have no family, and I live in a group home for troubled or stranded youth. When I did have a family, I developed differently than any other kid my age. The Tests for mental instability or disorders started when I was 5. I went through medical tests over and over, until an MRI was ordered on my brain. It turned out that I had Frontal Lobe Gliosis which looks like this. http://www.ajnr.org/content/24/2/218/F3.large.jpg

This Problem explained my functioning […]

1/15/2013 2 comments

With a little help from my strangers.

by PennyroyalTea 9/20/2012

written by PennyroyalTea

Hey, anyone who’s a littleÂ interesting in this stranger. I already wrote something saying that I was thinking about killing myself and also talking about my own life. Anyway, I’ve decide to leave the world but I can’t. I’m so angry right now. I can’t kill myself. I was thinking inÂ committing suicide byÂ carbonÂ monoxide poisoning.Â Â I can’t because my parents, aunt or grandparents could see me. I thought committing suicide by taking too much pills (my original plan). Then I felt really retarded when I notice that wasn’t as easy as I thought. I don’t want any suffer so I’m not going by hanging, wrist cutting, suffocation,Â hypothermia, electrocution, […]

9/20/2012 13 comments

Disabled and Useless

by disabled02 9/12/2012

written by disabled02

Hello all,

I am a 27 year old mentally disabled male that is good for nothing. I grew up in special education services but somehow managed to graduate college with a bachelors degree. My job sucks, i work in an office all day literally staring at my computer like a zombie and cannot hold a conversation with anyone. Everyone at my office knows i’m a disabled fuck and laughs at me. I feel so humiliated walking into that building every day. I have also been battling severe depression over the course of the last 9 years or so and have never had control over my […]

9/12/2012 5 comments

Not sure about cyanide but I feel your pain.

by itsquitingtime 9/4/2012

written by itsquitingtime

I have tried just about everything. I started trying when I was seven years old and have not been successful this far. I am 42 and am in chronic pain. My health is failing which as you could imagine makes one very depressed. As for the gun shot I didn’t try it myself my brother did it for me. At seven I received a gun shot directly into the eye and spent six months in the hospital. I lost an eye over it and a lifetime of pain. Today my health is failing because of the damage that gun did to me all those years […]

9/4/2012 2 comments

Him

by TragedyEnsues 7/15/2012

written by TragedyEnsues

Those eyes are the most beautiful hue of blue I have ever seen. Eyes associated with a complexion that forces even the moon to dull in shine. Surrounding this perfect entity is bliss. A crude seduction is overwhelming as I feel a confidence rise up within me. We are perfect for each other and everyone knows it.Â My knees go weak knowing he senses my pull towards him. As he walks over to present his hand, all the eyes in the room are fixed on us. I accept. Gorgeous does no justice to the angelic footsteps gliding me around the room. My cheeks turn red as […]

7/15/2012 1 comment

Wanna know THE answer to your problem?

by peregrinatingdream 6/1/2012

written by peregrinatingdream

If you don’t take away anything else by the time you finish reading this entry, then I hope you at least will take away this one thought that could perhaps be the greatest revelation in your life which you don’t even know about yet; and it’s this…………………………

YOU. MATTER.

Your problems matter. And someone out there does love you even when you think you’ve been rejected, hit rock bottom, and can no longer find comfort in living.

…Hey, been there. Done that. I have the scars on the inside and out to prove it….and no, I don’t care for a repeat either because as much as it lingers […]

6/1/2012 8 comments

broke

by lostchild445 5/28/2012

written by lostchild445

Everything about me is broken

my phone, my bank account, my heart

i wish someone would just take them

and give me a brand new start

I’ve gone through bullets and knives

through fire and ice

through volts and ropes

through drugs and loves

through suffocation andÂ exoneration

And yet i still am alive

I beg for peace

i beg for calm

i beg for death

and yet nothing has happened but

pain

suffering

and silence.

I am broken, body and soul

nothing in this world will make me whole

because i am scattered in a million peices

andÂ there’sÂ no way i can find them all

5/28/2012 1 comment