I did not want to get to this point. I have tried many things to avoid getting to this place. I had a rough childhood, my family is messed up(I do not feel like getting into detail). Despite my best efforts, my life is not working out. I cannot tell people who are close to me about how deeply troubled I am, I do not want to burden or freak them out. I used to believe in God and new beginnings and that if a person truly did their best things would work out. I am not sure about all that now. I tried reaching […]
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i always thought this was an interesting aspect what did everyone do on what they thought was going to be there last day on earth ?
i got up early, went to school, hung out with all my friends, came home,ate my favourite take away, cleaned my room, showered, wrote a note, took a handful of pills and went to sleep. unfortunately it obviously didnt work and i woke up in the middle of the night in severe pain regretting what i had done
I’ve been struggling with depression, anxiety and dermatillomania ever since I was a little girl. I’ve been taking zoloft for a couple of weeks and I wish that I could take all 30 of them. I doubt it’ll do anything to me though.
This world is boring , boring world . why movies, games, anime/manga, fantasy / imagination is better than this world / better than life / real life / real world / reality ?
by niki
written by niki
I hate this world .
This world is so boring , boring world !
Why movies , games , anime / manga, & fantasy / imagination is better than this world / better than life / real life / real world / reality ?
everyday life is the same : wake up, eat, go to school/work, boring, then go back home, eat, then sleep, then repeat again.
but movie / game / anime / manga / comics / books are much more exciting & interesting than this boring life !
for example: like in the world / universe of Harry Potter, Avatar, Lord of the Rings, […]
1The police take photographs of the body and face. During autopsy as well. Is there some way to prevent this? Do they destroy the photos after a set time? I’m not comfortable with the idea of being photographed while dead
wouldnt it be a shame if I were to stop my asthma medication?
Wouldnt it be a shame to just stop all medication and let things take their course?
But then there’s the constant argument… Would it be suicide because I know what will happen? Or will it be merely an intentional accident because I don’t know when it’s going to happen?
I guess it’s the uncertainty in that argument that’s the only thing holding me back.
I attempted to commit suicide last night by suffocation. Did not work. I also tried hanging myself: no success there. Think I might try a drug overdose next time.
It really says something when thoughts about life and the future makes you want to cringe, but when it comes to thoughts of death or sleeping for an eternity make you smile 🙂 .
So, there’s been news about the possibility of a head transplant within a few years, and advances in stem cell science. With the possibility of immortality dangled before you, will you reconsider your decision?
Ignoring the scientific feasibility:
Would you see immortality as infinite chances to try again and improve your standing?
Would you see it as eternal suffering?
Hey there, Basically I’m 18 dropped out of school. Ive been facing mental health problems since i was 15 and tried to take my own life. I was hospitalised this year for 9 weeks and then a day patient for 6 weeks after. Im no better and I’ve the doctors have decided to stop treating me as they don’t know whats wrong. anyhow due to this fact that i can’t be helped and my lack of future and many many other things I’ve decided that tonight I’m going to take my own life.
does anybody have any tips on like is there anyway i can make […]
Ive been thinking, all of us (or at least the majority) on here don’t want to be here… With the living. But what if we did end it? What if we did end our lives by whatever means… Who have we left behind?
Now im sure a decent amount of you are thinking “I would be leaving no one behind” which is fair enough. But those of us who have family and / or friends… I just can’t help but wonder, what if we were to be the very thing that started the journey to someone else’s self-annihilation?
I feel weird for posting on here, but I have been visiting this site for months now. This Saturday will mark one year since I was raped. I’m 20 years old and I know many would say that I am so young and I have “so much life” ahead of me. I should have so much life ahead of me, but it was taken from me on that night. I live every day in fear. I can’t be out by myself. I’m paranoid. I’m afraid of the dark to the point where I have to sleep with the lights on….I am 20 fucking years old. […]
Hi, this is my first Post and I just need someone to give me advice. So I’ve felt this way for a long time and its not going away like it used to, so will it? I’ve told my mom but she says I’ll just grow out of it but I’ve felt this way for like 5 years.
I started cutting when I was in 5th grade and I also develoPed an eating disorder, mostly for attention from my mom but she still didn’t notice even when I lost 25 lbs. My mom has also suffered from dePression and anxiety so it’s not her fault. […]
Dear anyone
I am an 18 year old guy and my life is shit for the last 10 years with no exaggeration. I am really fucking depressed and I keep everything inside me for a very long time but I found this site some time ago and I would like to write my story before I end my miserable life. I know many of you will get bored and close this page in the midway because it will be very long but I don’t care for anything anymore.
The problem is that I am just so fucking ugly. I have nothing on me to like […]
Hi. Â I am new to posting on here but have been reading this website for a while now. I am planning on taking my life and wanted to share the reason why.
I truly am an awful, despicable person who does not deserve to live. I lie through my teeth to get what I want. I stole over 5 thousand pounds from the company which I worked for who always treated me with the greatest respect and when they found out they should have called the police and have me arrested for stealing and fraud but instead they only dismissed me.
I ruined the greatest relationship in […]
I’ve been researching different methods of committing suicide and as I’m reading through all of these, tempted as hell, I just can’t help but think that with my shitty luck, I won’t even be able to successfully commit suicide because something is going to go wrong and I’m just going end up with permanent brain damage or something. Does anyone else feel this way? I’ve been depressed on and off since I was about 14. I’m 21 now and have decided on using an exit bag, but have read about so many failed attempts with one on this forum and now I don’t know what […]
I am a seventeen year old in my third year of high school. I go to a therapeutic high school, but my attendance is pretty erratic due to my depression, anxiety, mood disorder NOS, insomnia, and sensory issues. I fit the tortured poet cliche. I am recognized for my poetry regionally, which I cherish because it seems to be my only accomplishment in life. I am quite useless in every other endeavor (though I do have a talent for making up decent drinking songs).
I have been struggling with mental illness since the age of ten, though I was only diagnosed when I was twelve. Since […]
I’ve wanted to die for such a long time but now I’ve fallen apart so badly and I have no idea of how I can hope to survive…
He hurt me, he really really hurt me. I’ve been left panicky and scared of everything because of what he did and I just cannot deal with it at all, I have no idea what to do anymore…
Blood: mine and everyone else’s. It becomes an obsession. I love to see it. The very thing that keeps us alive. Available in large or small quantities. In small portions it can be a necessity, yet deadly to someone else! And in large it can drain you of the essence of life. It oozes from a cut as a throbbing life form becoming free. Entering the real world and clinging hopelessly to the skin only to be brushed off and thrust into a hostile environment. Drying and dying, the blood and its gift of live wither away into a dark, hard shell of its former […]
We know what suicide is and we know that it’s a fact and it’s real. What we don’t know is WHY people kill themselves. As for myself, I know why I haven’t killed myself. Death is messy. I am somewhat of a neat freak and that’s the main reason why so far I have refrained from the act. Who is going to dispose of my stinky cadaver? I guess it could be organized but not without causing someone else a lot of trouble and I don’t want to make any trouble–which brings me to why I want to be dead and why in general people […]