Actually I don’t want to know why. I don’t want to know why I feel the way I do. I don’t want to understand my depression. I just want it all to be gone. Suicide, for me, is unrealistic. Only because I don’t have the guts and I’m just too afraid of the pain. I constantly tell this to myself because I know it’s true that I won’t kill myself. But I want to, I just can’t. I’m trying to stay in the present, and I’m trying to think about now and not about the future and not about the past. But the past and […]
The condition of one of my rooms is absolutely, horribly disgusting. There’s spilled soda soaked into the carpets, crumbs all over the floor, dirty laundry, and probably something like 30+ bottles of empty diet soda.
I guess the reason I am posting this is that I am ready to die but too depressed to go through the preparations. I am thinking about hiring someone to clean out my car, pack up my belongings, etc. because I want to have a rational, planned out suicide and will never make an impulsive decision to do so. But unfortunately, I am too tired to go  through with the cleaning and […]
I kinda made this profile because I wanted to tell someone my life story… And I don’t have anyone close to me that I want to share it with. So I am writing it here, anonymously.
But let’s take it from the beginning:
I’m a boy from Denmark, 19 years old at the moment, but that is not where my story starts. My story starts all the way back when I was a child. You see, I have always been bullied, first by the bigger kids in my kindergarten, then by the kids in my class in school. Therefore my parents quickly decided to teach me […]
I’m dead. I don’t seem dead, I can breathe and taste food and smell flowers, and I don’t look dead but I AM DEAD. My mind has turned into decay, bit by bit it’s crumbling to dust. A lunatic lives inside here, a scavenger that feeds upon my decaying soul.
I look in the mirror and I don’t see my silhouette anymore, all I see is this thing that’s consuming me and my shadow behind it like a forgotten whisper of who I was once upon a time. I’ve shredded everything that has made me once me, my faith and my imagination are gone and […]
Okay, so this is a little unusual. It turns out I have tried to commit suicide twice and I haven’t told a soul. I guess it was a stupid thing to do, to be honest, the medication I took had a very, very small chance of killing me, well, the medication(s) I took were SSRI’s (selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors – for those of you who are unclear), after doing a fair bit of reading upon suicide and methods I couldn’t find any foolproof methods that I could easily conduct (e.g. I can’t exactly get a gun, I do live in the UK after all!). Anyway, […]
Red—Breathe-Into-Me – [MP3JUICES.COM]Â … After my parents divorced everything came crashing down. I never really realized it until it started attacking me. Im at the age of 15 and im on a train ride to suicide . I’ve thought about the idea of killing myself, its the only sure way I know I can get peace. My mom is just dumb, and Im just I can’t do it. She claims she owns the pentagon and Micheal Jordon , and Nikey and FBI CIA. All that, this one time she called the cops about a pressure in her head! I currently stay with my sister who […]
Well, I finally found my first relationship, at the age of 26. It really did help me to find peace. It’s actually been really nice to have the first time in my life, and I mean this entirely literally, that I didn’t think about suicide every single day. It slowly drifted back, a little, but only just barely, and only just a few time every couple of weeks or so. It hasn’t been terrible. I have realized some things, that I had already considered, but I am far too old a soul for all these senseless children. My boyfriend, and just for the sake of […]
no respons not a thing
blood on the floor gun in hand
why coud a boy feel this way
feeling alone coold and dead
he toke a gun to hid head
didunt feel a thing just a bang
then wight then darkness
the war song of the centrey
we fort the war on drugs
but we for got the people who neeid the help
didunt her the yeps and crying
didunt see the bullits flying
just dead bodeys
the floor in blood
what a fucking nice naber hood
the […]
I think this is goodbye everyone, i think tonights the night… I don’t know yet.
The world is becoming such a terrible place. Nothing will change until some major tragedy will open people’s minds. So I’ve decided no matter what, I won’t wait. I will commit suicide. I will try. We’re already too many, one in minus, won’t count.
hi everyone, i am from India. i have decided to commit suicide, this is it for me, I canot take it anymore. this life is very hard. i dont know how to kill myself. please help me, any easy thing i can do at home would be a great idea. also i live with my husband and inlaws. so i  cant have a failed attempt. please suggest something
LifeÂ
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1. The condition that distinguishes animals and plants from inorganic matter, including the capacity for growth, reproduction, functional. 2. Living things and their activity. That is the definition of life there is a reason for all life. You are you and nobody can change who you are be you and be proud! You are important and mean a lot to someone out there even if you if you don’t believe you are. Someone loves you or will love you; you just need to stay strong. What is reality? Reality is getting talked about by people every day that don’t even know you or your story, […]
Hi, I’m new to this and honestly I just need people to talk to and that actually get it. I’ve been through so much recently and I don’t know if I can take it anymore. My parents, boyfriend, and friends see me struggling and it doesn’t seem like they care. They are always “too busy” for me. I’ve tried committing suicide ever since I was, 13. It’s been different every time I’ve tried. Before my mother found me bleeding in the shower, and etc. I was raped recently too, and the cops STOPPED THE INVESTIGATION. I gave them so much too, and now… I’m so […]
This is my first post. I’m  a 31 yo female, a cutter, overweight and ugly….I deal with the pain every day. My dad is getting on in years and he has been forgetting a lot lately, which makes me even more sad becuz I know that he has real reasons to be depressed and want to die, but he doesn’t. But maybe it’s cuz he forgot he wanted to. My pain is mostly from love.
In 2011 I met someone I fell in love with, hard, and I know he didn’t feel the same way. How could he, I’m me! But over all this time […]
Yes it’s upside down
You can’t see them well but there closer to the camera
Hey guys my names Scott and I’m 12
heres my story
It started  half way through year 5  I just moved schools and I didn’t fit it I was different
im now in year 8 and I have bottled it all […]
I really can’t take it. I just want to take a break. I just want to be happy. I don’t want to try and live like this anymore. I tried okay? I tried so hard to focus on life. And I just can’t reach it. Even though I’m young, I’ve never felt this pain ever before. It hurts as bad as hitting by a truck. I want to cry, but all I have is a mask that covers me when I’m badly injured. I told them, I was fine, just felt kinda tired for sleeping too late. But no. I tried everything to end this. […]
When you’re all alone, and there’s nobody to hold you,
you cry, you weep, all by your lonesome.
When there is nobody to care, and you’re swalloed into despair, you give up. Ready to see what’s really up.
Scream and cry, swallow and die.
Sleeping pills that were supposed to take your life.
Wake up with an IV in your arm, people asking questions whether you’re into self harm
Drinking charcoal, in a hospital gown.
They shouldn’t have saved me. What the Hell do I do now?
They put you in a mental hospital when you’re released from the hospital.
Sleep in a bed with lumps, shower in a gray bathroom.
I was there for […]
This is it.
Day in, day out. Staring at the four walls of the room. Depression, Anorexia, they say i have.
Suicidal thoughts.
I’m sat in a mental health hospital, Tier 4, 7-day resident. I never leave.
I’ve been here for months, and now, months later, life is still the same.
I look at something and think, can i die using that?
I self harm, i cut, i burn, i don’t stop, razors, straighteners, on my skin, i don’t feel the pain.
I have scars, all over my body, each one telling a story, each […]
Hello everyone ! I’m doing this project i call ‘Tell me your story’. I did a facebook page & a blogspot. But I need YOUR help to make this work.I want to provide a way for everyone to interact with each other. This is how it works. You tell me your story, I tell everyone else. You could be known or stay on anon. It’s all up to you. What matters is that your story will be heard. People will know that you exist. You will leave a trace that you once existed. You will help other not do the same mistakes you did or […]
i feel hopeless and helpless im sure im not the only one but id like to share some of my thoughts and wonders with you im 15 and ill be 16 in august but i dont even know if i can make it to that point.. iv been admitted to the hospital 3 times and it will help for a bit but when out of nowhere you leave and dont have that every day safe feeling that you know you can talk to everyone around you you slowly start breaking down back the the point that brought you there. but this time they wouldn’t […]