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So…

by Bri 9/2/2015

written by Bri

I’m testing tomorrow to graduate, sure it’s with a GED, but it’s more than I’ve ever expected to do in life.

Like I’ve said before, I never imagined living past a certain age… But to be turning 17 next month, and to be graduating this month… It feels so unreal. I’ve already been asked so many times what I plan to major in, but honestly I’m not sure what I want to do with a life I didn’t even want to keep. I want to make a difference, I really do, but I’m just one person y’know? and I don’t know exactly how I’m going to […]

9/2/2015 3 comments

This song makes me believe im already dead

by ifuckedthequeen 8/23/2015

written by ifuckedthequeen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYX8XMFsXmQ

adagio for strings is the shit.
dj tiesto is duh shiz.
brno philharmonic orchestra is THE shytz.
mix that all together and you get the shitz of all shytakki mushroomz in one elegant masterpiece of fluffy cloud evanescence. <– not entirely sure what that is but the words sound really great together (:

8/23/2015 0 comment

What am I doing…

by ProblematicBlonde 8/23/2015

written by ProblematicBlonde

Sometimes I’d just like someone to listen and not judge. I may be crazy but this is tearing me apart. My fiancee, his ex-girlfriend keeps finding a way to bring herself into our relationship. And it’s not even her doing it. You see when I first got with my fiancee, all he did was talk about her.. but I could understand that because they had been together for five years.. He then stopped talking about her when he figured out it bothered me. He now, never speaks of her or anything affiliated with her. It could be because I’m human and overthink […]

8/23/2015 2 comments

Relapsed after 2 months

by Lovebug4142 8/19/2015

written by Lovebug4142

So I have been clean from self harming and drug use for a whole 2 months, that was until yesterday when I did both. Yesterday was the Last teen therapy group I went to and everyone went to an amusement park together. Now I get attached very easily, so I knew it was going to be hard to say goodbye, so I took 4 pain pills. I had asked the director of the group if Ms. D (someone I got really close to) could take me home like she normally does. She told me no and I got really upset and we started arguing. When […]

8/19/2015 1 comment

What’s the Point?

by rainstorms 8/14/2015

written by rainstorms

Isn’t it funny how you can have people all around you but feel so lonely? I feel guilty because I have a good life- a good job, a husband, a nice house, a family that cares about me. I just can’t seem to find any happiness in it. We have a gun in our home and I find myself fantasizing about how easy it would be to end it all. Then I chicken out because I’m useless.

Why can’t I just be normal? I am faking being put together every day and it’s so exhausting I just can’t do it anymore. I just want to fall […]

8/14/2015 12 comments

What if I were different?

by 000000 8/13/2015

written by 000000

I know a lot of talented people. I’m in junior high, and I already know people who qualify to teach piano, get first place in provincial level athletics, got perfect on their advanced harmony exams, or even first in a nation-wide mathematics competition. Everyone else I know is blessed with some kind of glorious, useful talent. Something that is measurable in levels or ribbons. I get stuck with art. I used to be so proud of my artwork, that I could actually create something that others could enjoy. At the age of 12, I had already started doing commissions and auctions on DeviantArt. I was so pleased […]

8/13/2015 4 comments

I dont know anymore..

by Iz-dontknow 8/11/2015

written by Iz-dontknow

Hey everyone.

I’m a 22 year old guy with a boy and girl of 8months old *twins* and a wife my age. We have both full time jobs *i work in the morning, she in the evening, other week rotation.*

I love my wife very much, she’s from another country as mine, last few weeks it went downhill for us, we argue alot, fights, and I became in some kind of depression, I wanted to make her happy, instead of us. I did everything to do that, only making my life miserable.

I have alot anger in myself, in the years I dont say what I want to, […]

8/11/2015 4 comments

I’m here to express what I feel.

by pikwangchu 8/11/2015

written by pikwangchu

I still haven’t moved on from that fight between me and a bunch of fake friends.

The pain in my head just makes everything worse.

Half-heartedly, I tried my best to look strong. But to no success.

Under the rain, I would be weeping as I kept thinking about it.

Rather than having a fun young life, I refused to do so. I am always at home.

The atmosphere between me and those backstabbers will be awkward on school days.

Sadly, I can’t avoid it as we are in the same class.

Now what do I feel? Put all the initials of every paragraph together.

IT HURTS

8/11/2015 0 comment

I’m losing it

by dontknowmyname 8/10/2015

written by dontknowmyname

I dont know what to do, I have really bad mood swings.. ups and downs.. cant controlhow myself.

Last year, I tried to get help by a psychotherapist because of that and because I have bad anxiety, couldnt go into a little bit crowded place without wanting to cry out of panic and feeling (but not doing) I’ll pee myself, but I realized that the therapy wasn’t helping and I am the only one who can help my self and so I stopped going there. The Therapist doesn’t seem to understand me. Getting that fact and starting to meditate, I really felt like I got myself […]

8/10/2015 4 comments

What to do

by Twist 8/5/2015

written by Twist

I broke up with my girlfriend of three years almost two months ago now, and for her it was over a bit longer than that (I left the place we were living together at two months ago). I think I still love her but she already has a new boyfriend. I have been trying to get over her but I think it’s getting worse. I feel so empty and alone. I had a relatively good life before but now I feel like nothing can get better. I’m very insecure about myself.

I kind of know that it was my fault that she lost love for me. We […]

8/5/2015 5 comments

Exploited Weaknesses

by themanwhousedtobegoodenough 7/30/2015

written by themanwhousedtobegoodenough

I’m new here. This is my first post.

I served in Afghanistan. I’ve seen some of the most evil shit imaginable. I used to carry a pack full of gear, ammunition, ordinance, etc…

Now I carry a pack full of insecurity, self doubt, self hatred, and sadness. How did I end up here? How come some men can stow their shit away and never look at it again, and others (such as myself) cannot? I’ve been nearly killed on several occasions, but I’m still here. The only things that bring me happiness are my kids, my girl, and a V Twin with wheels. I’ve become indifferent as […]

7/30/2015 3 comments

Lost Loved Ones

by brodie3750 7/27/2015

written by brodie3750

i don’t understand how people can be there one day and then all of a sudden they’re gone.

It’s not fair that we should talk every day for weeks on end and create this beautiful friendship where we are open and honest with each other and then lose it all. And for what? We got together and I spent the night at your house and we stayed up talking and kissing and, to put it in a word, caressing one another. Then when I admit my feelings to you, you shoot me down. It’s cool if you don’t want a relationship, I can live with that. […]

7/27/2015 1 comment

What now

by noroots 7/25/2015

written by noroots

3 months ago my fiance and I got into a fight and he pushed me. We had been together 9 years and nothing like this had ever happened before. We have a son together and he is truly the love of my life. I was freaked out when he pushed me and called my mother to come get us. This was the biggest mistake I could have made. The next morning I woke up in my mothers house still upset from the fight. She was being very pushy with me and ended up calling an expensive lawyer and the police without my consent. She embellished […]

7/25/2015 3 comments

Unbroken

by kills 7/25/2015

written by kills

Fuck, I hope this video brings you to tears like it did for me. I’m feeling pretty emotional right now because I’ve made it farther than I ever thought I would. Today begins my goal to train for a half marathon in September. Run this with me. Set some sort of goal for yourself with me. Whether it’s as simple as waking up a bit earlier or whatever comes to mind. Just challenge yourself. I’m going to kill this. Let’s kill it together.

7/25/2015 3 comments

I Am She

by ifuckedthequeen 7/21/2015

written by ifuckedthequeen

From the womb you latched onto my fucking consciousness and never let me go. You injected your venom into my veins and attracted all my perpetrators and literal traitors from friends to the origin of my seed. You incited the deepest betrayal anyone could ever feel – most of all you inspired a betrayal and rejection of myself. Princess Dyana you are no princess to me. In fact you are a whore. A whore that sucked me dry before I breathed my first breath. I will never forgive you or let you go until you apologize for the eternal torment you caused my aching heart. […]

7/21/2015 1 comment

My relationship is being bludgeoned over and over by my inaction in slow motion.

by Trapped in My Head 7/21/2015

written by Trapped in My Head

It feels like ages ago that I met my boyfriend, only it’s only been a matter of weeks. That time, I was still paying for my own rent with my part time job, and going for a language class.

I was contented with my life that time, because I lived in the same city as my younger sister, who was attending university there. I was new to the city myself, so I had no friends except those I saw in class. It was hard to talk to them more than just “schoolmates” so it was bland for my tastes. I decided to get some folks to […]

7/21/2015 1 comment

Back to square one.

by Chaucer 7/19/2015

written by Chaucer

I just joined this site after stumbling upon it researching suicide methods. I know I’m not supposed to share that sort of thing so I’ll just say I was wondering for a moment if I could turn my suicide into a test on how to slow and prolong the bleeding out process if someone’s throat was slit, maybe even create a method to rescuing someone like that, by cutting my own and recording a little experiment, but finding this made me rethink how I got to this conclusion…

I first attempted in third grade, with a makeshift hanging that broke because it was built idioticly in […]

7/19/2015 1 comment

Can’t breathe

by Out of Phase 7/19/2015

written by Out of Phase

I find myself not being able to catch my breath. Like a stranger just comes out with a punch to the gut. I am just moving along in this life trying to cope and maybe fool myself into thinking that I am putting one over on the rest of them. The them that seem to have it all together. The them that are capable of connection.

Then there is something, maybe something I see, I smell, I read, I dream or watch in a movie that just knocks the wind out of me. Maybe these little events show me a glimse of what could be if […]

7/19/2015 0 comment

cant take it

by cant take it anymore 7/17/2015

written by cant take it anymore

I think about how life can be. And to tell you mylife story its going to be a hell of a ride.

it began when i was only 6 yrs of age n my brother interfer with me. N wen i was 10 my father die. 13yrs my two sisters die n my mum die wen i was 15. But it didnt stop there my bother keeps on interfering with me until i was 17 n pregant . Then i ran away from bein abuse but he found me n beat me. Wen i make my girl child i was scared of what he might do. […]

7/17/2015 2 comments

my long story that will go unheard

by unheard1 7/12/2015

written by unheard1

I guess it all started when I was sixteen; funny thinking how long ago it seems even though I’m only 20 now, Or maybe before. I was never happy as a kid, dad never around, mom always at work, an abusive grandfather. It was when I was sixteen that I decided to do something about it. I ran away. I ran away from Arizona and took the greyhound to long beach. I don’t know what my actual plan was once I got there but regardless everything went wrong. I ended up having to get surgery to save my life and spent almost the whole month […]

7/12/2015 2 comments

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