It seems like no matter how good a day I end up having and how happy I am someone or something always ends up ruining it and making me want to die I had a good month I think of not cutting and I just did god damnit screw life I feel like I want to start planning again
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Want To Die
ive tried everything people have told me to do and i am getting no where my mom is still hitting me and she wont stop or minimize the amount and i just dont no wat else to do extept die because 1) if i dont kill myself then she will do it for me.2) i dont want to be alive and 3) i WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean im sure someone on here will agree with me ………….right
if u have a idea in wat i should do comment on this post and tell me so i guess i will talk to u guys on my comments.
All I ever feel is ugly, and fat. I never was skinny. I hate it. I’ll never get a boyfriend. I hate everything about me, I just want to die. I’ve attempted it 6 times. No one cares. I want to try again and again until I finally get it.
I have a good career and respect and I am about to loose it all. In the moment of rash madness I sent what could be seen as a threatening text to a former boss. I will probably lose my job I want my life to end in the next few days.
I’ve had enough of this pathetic thing people call life. Every time I’m happy, something goes wrong. Also, I’ve gotten past the fact of leaving people behind. I no longer care about that, I just want to leave…and never come back. I want to die to prove to people how bad their words really hurt. Everybody thinks that I’m so happy and carefree, when really I get home, cut every night, and cry myself to sleep. I deal with shit at school from just about everybody, shit with my abusive dad when I get home, and shit when I go to work from my de-humanizing […]
Everythings so over whelming now that everyone knows my secrets i dont want to be here , i dont want to have to put up with the pain , My parents are disoppinted , My parents make me feel overwhelmed and scared and alone , i hate that i feel like this , i hate that i wanna be dead , I hate that im putting everyone through this shit ., i want to be dead
I haven’t had anything to drink for nearly four days know and I’m in a lot of pain I think I’m hallucinating but surely that means the end is near?
i want to die so bad, my mom starves and beats me i am bullied.i just cant take it anymore.i decoded to try and kill my self.
I’ve been contemplating suicide for about a year now. I was on birth control pills to help regulate my period and insulin levels. I used to blame my depression on the pills but even after I got off of them I still have really low lows of depression. I graduated high school at 16 because I couldn’t stand all the drama. People were so petty and fake I couldn’t take it anymore so I got out of there. Maybe I felt like people would really think what I did was amazing. I grew up in a small rural town where nobody graduates early so maybe […]
My children were taking away by DCF. They are my life I have nothing and no will to live. No one cares they live there life. My husband is a jerk he thinks everything will be ok….he is a fool. I dont wanna get out of bed i want my family back they are my life i want to die
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