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Seems like i’m going to walk a little longer.

by Retsiem 12/1/2016

written by Retsiem

Seems like i’m going to walk a little longer.

how long? no one knows, but after not having the balls to try and overdose myself it anti-depressants and pain killers for the third time i got caught by my Mother and she is not letting me out her sight and have locked every place with locks.

isnt it shameful, 20year old shut-in freak who cant even kill himself is now living a lie inside hes room and being watched all the time except when others sleep. the society doesnt even realise its destroying lives of hundreds and after that tells us its our fault and that it […]

12/1/2016 3 comments

Protected: [LONG AS FUCK MELODRAMATIC POST] I never finish anything I start…

by whiskered-fish 3/12/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

3/12/2016 22 comments

not functioning enough

by evildandelions 2/4/2016

written by evildandelions

I’m (supposedly) feeling less depressed. And yet why can’t I function any better? For the first time ever I’m late with turning in a (creative) writing assignment. I’m so embarrassed and even more stressed/anxious in that I don’t even know how I’ll get it done. I’m a good writer, but I just haven’t felt creative since my fiance and I broke up. Maybe painting I could do, but words and plot require thinking. I can write a beginning, even a beginning I like, but then I’m stuck. The only piece I wrote a significant amount of words to I now hate because of the direction […]

2/4/2016 0 comment

Fuck Work

by Rory959 9/19/2015

written by Rory959

This place gives me writer’s block. I fucking hate working here. I’ll post later. For now I’m so blocked it’s not even funny.

9/19/2015 3 comments

Ever used pro-suicide media?

by katk 8/23/2015

written by katk

My name is Kat and I’m a freelance writer working on a story about pro-suicide media. I was wondering if any of you have experiences with pro-suicide chat rooms/ forums/ sites that you might be open to sharing. I know this is a very sensitive topic, so no pressure whatsoever, but if you do feel comfortable sharing a story I would really appreciate the insight. Shoot me an email at curiousgoth26@gmail.com. Thanks for your help!

8/23/2015 6 comments

Always

by KissOfDeath 7/13/2015

written by KissOfDeath

I’ve always wanted to submerge myself into something that would help numb these feelings,
I’ve always wanted to experience that complete lostness you see in someone deep into their work,
I’ve always envied that.
I’ve tried to lose myself in alcohol,
but these feelings make is seem as if I’m drinking poison.
I’ve tried to lose myself in drugs,
but these feelings make the strongest “uppers” into downers.
I knew these weren’t positive things to lose myself in,
but I didn’t care,
I was so desperate.
I’ve always wanted to be a great writer,
I wanted to paint beautiful scenes with my words,
but creativity […]

7/13/2015 2 comments

I am an unsuccessful writer

by kafka666 5/31/2015

written by kafka666

I will tell my whole story soon.. so hang on guys..

Is it true that writers have the highest rate of suicide?!

5/31/2015 6 comments

Do I dare live on.

by TheJournier 4/14/2015

written by TheJournier

I apologize for my rambling. It probably goes from rambling thought to another.

I don’t remember being happy or a least happy for long. Although, I remember when I fell in love with someone, I was very ecstatic. However as time moved one, this romantic interest I have with a friend I loved dearly proved to be unfruitful. It turns out, it was a pretty much a lie. I watched her flirt with me while she would officially have relationship another guy (a boyfriend). I was like her dirty desire she would talk to on the phone. We would plan non-existent dates and vacations. She’s married […]

4/14/2015 2 comments

********

by Sure 3/5/2015

written by Sure

looking at post i wanted to get in touch with writer but the dates were old, so ill post, the writer said he just bot the tank, cracked it a bit and wallaaaaah… im having trouble with the 400 dollar price of the exit site regulator and the welder supply said they have nothing at all that allows a constant flow….(oops this was for a helium idea, now im thinking ********) Someone said they know all about ******** here, could you tell me why i cant just crack it open and walllaaaahh, actually, this would be as close as i can get so it would […]

3/5/2015 0 comment

Your story

by aj@merlynsquill.com 3/3/2015

written by aj@merlynsquill.com

I’m a writer working on a piece of fiction with the main character struggling with suicidal thoughts. I want this story to feel real, to connect with those who struggle/have struggled with suicide as well as those on the outside looking in. I’m looking for stories and feelings, the details that make it real. Please post in the comments or email them to me at aj@merlynsquill.com All emails will remain anonymous.

3/3/2015 3 comments

i need some help from a reader/writer

by cathy arsis 2/15/2015

written by cathy arsis

the epitome of suicide ideation…i’m in the process of writing about mrs. woolf stuffing her pockets with rocks and walking calmly into a river….it’s called ‘The Pratfalls of the Avid Rock Collector’ and would really appreciate some feedback from likeminded ppl….holla @ me if u feel like helpin a ***** out

2/15/2015 1 comment

Seeking Advice

by Kaleb 2/12/2015

written by Kaleb

I’m not looking for suggestions on how to Exit, but rather how best to tie up the loose ends of my life in advance of my Exit. I want to leave in a manner that is as compassionate and uncomplicated as possible for those I’ll be leaving behind. There is a great deal to consider here, and it is very difficult for me to process the details in my current emotional state. I’m a practical person, and what I need is some practical advice, and unfortunately I can’t consult any of my trusted friends for obvious reasons. So I would appreciate any thoughtful words on […]

2/12/2015 2 comments

Im a murderer

by Beautya 1/13/2015

written by Beautya

Hi!
Thanks for reading. Im that girl that use to post pictures and qoutes on SP. Im not a good writer, so i like to post pictures instead. This is my first post that i write something. Its a poem. The girl in the poem is me. I know its short. But i Hope you will like it. Can you guess whats the story behind the poem? Please comment what you think about it. Ty!

Im a murderer
I killed the girl
I used to be

The girl that used to have a
Friend
the girl that used to be
Beautiful
the girl that used to be

1/13/2015 4 comments

I’m not a ne’er do well

by FictionalThing 12/21/2014

written by FictionalThing

I’m surprised to find myself on here. I don’t even know what it’s going to prove. I’m just so incredibly tired. Of everything. I wish I could die, because living here and now seems pointless. Many people would probably tell me I have no reason to want to die. They’re probably right. I’m probably just a spoiled little brat who should be grateful for all the things I have. Yet death seems so much more soothing to me.

I’m an actress, or rather, I used to be one. Ever since I was a small girl, I wanted to perform professionally. It was my dream. Everyone wants […]

12/21/2014 4 comments

under pressure

by soonerthecosmos 11/26/2014

written by soonerthecosmos

God, both my parents are dropping not-so-subtle hints that they already want to retire…

My father had a myocardial infarction a few years ago and he’s still struggling to pay off the loan he took to pay for the medical bills, and on top of that he’s paying for his meds for diabetes monthly and sending my 2 younger siblings to college. He says he really wants to pay all the bills and just retire as soon as he can.

My mother is sick and tired of her abusive boss and unprofessional work environment. She only plans to stay 3 years tops to complete a 10-year company […]

11/26/2014 16 comments

enthusistic rock collector

by cathy arsis 11/6/2014

written by cathy arsis

i am a writer currently working on a story loosely based on virginia woolfs’ suicide. if anyone has any suggestions i would be past grateful for them

11/6/2014 0 comment

poem

by insecure angel 8/2/2014

written by insecure angel

I am a writer, I write poems, short stories, books, songs, etc. I wrote a poem a while back about suicide and self harm. Everybody says it is very beautiful but the content is bad (suicide anx self harm) anybody want to see it?? I will post it if you want to see it. 🙂

8/2/2014 5 comments

don’t use gasoline

by gossamer 7/20/2014

written by gossamer

So I doused myself in gasoline today, because I was having another of my apoplectic fits. I did this right in front of my girlfriend, after cutting my forearm with a sawzall blade and scratching my throat with the same.

I guess I just kept driving myself to up the ante. I was working – with lead paint? maybe that matters. Fits of apoplexy are nothing new to me… I was scraping lead paint. The guy I’d given $70 bucks to to help me with my yard hadn’t showed up. Just a down on his luck hobo who was going to help me clear weeds, kept […]

7/20/2014 5 comments

by dead 6/2/2014

written by dead

It’s hard to stare at a blank page, feeling so much inside but not being able to put any of it into words, or answer why it happens. In Psychology, they say Free Association is a way to examine the unconscious, where you say whatever comes to mind, but what if you can’t put anything in to words? I’ve never been much of a writer because how could I be one when words fail me so often. I’m in a different universe than everyone else, no one understand what I’m trying to convey and I can’t speak the language to get it across myself.Â Â It’s like […]

6/2/2014 1 comment

advice from a Buddhist, concerning suicide

by bzbzbz 5/12/2014

written by bzbzbz

Hi,

This really has nothing to do with religion, but is a personal message by someone who happens to be a Buddhist.

The important part of this post is the advice of the writer, based on his own near-suicide attempt, and not Buddhism, which has little opinion on the matter, at least in terms of a coherent theology.

The Buddhist View on Suicide

Honestly, I wish I would have found this 20 years ago, but it may help some people, and even the way things are for me now, it has made me stop and think a little more.

5/12/2014 2 comments

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