I bottled it last time. Something stopped me. I hope I have more courage this time. The thing that stopped me last time is gone now. No more. Destroyed. Just like I destroy everything. I don’t feel now which is a blessing. I really can’t take anymore. If I’m lucky by this time tomorrow I will have found peace. I don’t belong here. I don’t belong anywhere. All I do is destroy. I’m selfish and difficult and I hurt people. I don’t mean to but my very existence, by being what I am hurts those around me. It’s better that I go. I want to go. Help me find the courage to go through with it. Please… It hurts too much. I can’t bear it anymore. Too much for too long. Let me have peace, please.
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I don’t like that you deliberately wrote vaguely and that you think things are your fault.
I’m on the brink myself. All I can wish for at this point is success. For all of us here that are on the last step. Success.
All the best. I hope I’ll succed too.