I’m tired of this life i have.
I’ve been living with roommates almost all my life.
You may think “Well, that’s no big deal”
Well, actually it is. Because my mother and i have always ended up with people who later want to take advantage of our kindness and steal from us and hurt us.
Currently living with a family that does not let us live. The guy keeps wanting to take more money off my mom even tho he knows my mom can barely pay the rent. He is charging us $400 for a closet that’s 4 feet long and 3 feet high. My mom and i can barley fit in there. And it does not have a door.
The kids are assholes and don’t let us sleep. The new roommate next store is always talking shit about my mom. And the bathroom is worst then a public bathroom.
My sick mother has to be laying in the ground inside a closet with no windows all day.
I can’t take it anymore. But I’m afraid of leaving because before we ended up there, we were in the street pretending to ask people for change to buy a bus ticket but what we were really doing was saving enough to pay for a hotel room. It was raining so much. And we were all alone. Just like we still are right now. With no help.
-sigh- I just don’t know anymore. Even before ending up in the street we were living with such cruel people. They stole from us, hurt us, humiliated us.
We lost everything. And i keep wondering if I’ll ever sleep in an actual room in my own home someday. Waking up happily. And smiling again just like anyone else. And my mom not sick anymore..and not worrying about money to pay the rent. We don’t even have money anymore.
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Ugh, I’m really sorry about the situation you’re stuck in. There’s no way I’d even say it’s a small matter. Unfortunately, I don’t really know what to say advice-wise except to find a way out of there. Does your mom have a job? Do you? How old are you? Of course you don’t have to answer the questions but it kinda helps me see the situation you’re in further. I wish the best of luck to you, I really do.
Surely if anyone deserves help it is you and your mum.I can’t believe good people can be left to suffer like this in society today;it’s definately screwed up that people in unfortunate circumstances get treated like dirt when they need support.I wish I could do something,all I can do is pray that you can find a way out somehow.I feel bad because I have everything you want and I don’t want to live and you want to live and only want a room to stay.If I had money I would donate it to you:(
I remember this posting, and a guy in the US offered you his house to live there for free. Why did you not take it ?
I dont think living with roommates is no big deal dude because it really is. I lived with roommates for most of my life and I can tell you that it sucks. I now have a place to my self and I can tell you that it is a lot different. Douche bags telling you were to park and which side to put the orange juice in the fridge. Make sure the toilet paper rolls a certain way off the roller. Making sure your bedroom door knob is polished. Your movies are in alphabetical order on the shelf. Its maddening. And all the crap that they tell you to do they never do them selves. Its like kicking a puppy across the hallway. Then they laugh behind your back like its some cruel joke. Then after you tell them you got layed off at work they want more rent money. Thats because the girlfriend went crazy on her Victoria Secret 25.9% credit card. Like the ***** needs $200 bras and $300 thongs. Whatever she get what she wants and its ok.
I hate to hear your story because it is indeed a sad one. It is the reason of the balance rule I think is why good people get treated like dirt. I think the state of many people on this site are similar. That meaning we have nothing to offer but a few words in response. They way I see it things cannot get any worse so you can look forward to good things ahead. I hope that things turn out for the better soon.
–Zekee
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Like I said, you were offered a house by an army medic, to live there with your mother for free. Yet, I see you are still posting the same. Why dont you openly ask if anybody can put you up ? by saying in which state you are, someone may turn up. Not only people are poor here, some are well off and you could make good friends or help each other. I am in Estonia but I have food money for only a few months, after that I am finished. I would hate to see you starving too. But if you are in the States, some people here might give you a hand. Also I believe, the salvation army does provide some sort of help.
im tired of my life too…i want to die now~~~