so where should i start im only 13 i know young everyone says that i am weird. Theres two or three girls especially they make fun of me they put their hands over their mouths say stuff while their looking at me and then laugh they make fun of everything i do and then they make fun of me for having friends in different grades. My parents are divorced ever since i was two they think i am fine with it but im not i cry when im alone. The girls think they are so nice and definitly not bullies they would deny it 24 7 and everyone thinks their nice. Nobody knows that i am depressed i am suicidal i wake up every morning knowing everyone is going to make fun of me and laugh at me. I am kinda spoiled but money deffinately does not buy happiness. if I did tell people the way i felt they would make fun of me and no i cant change schools because i just did cause i didnt like the teachers but i did like some of the kids. Also there’s this boy who thinks hes all that. Â He hates me he use to go to my old school. He use to bully me in Kindergarden. I think he tells lies about me because a few people have told me this story he says about how i dated him and i stalked him and i was violent whatever it sounds crazy but people beleive well lets just say idk what to do. I also hate it when she makes us get partners in class because no one wants to be partners with me. i feel like i should kill myself. I should be able to tell my mom but she worked for the department of justiceand will make a big deal of it or she will just say it will get better it’s really weird but that’s what she does. Also i cry everyday just making up songs pertending i am famous kinda weird but yeah and i start crying cause i think of what would happen if i left this world today please tell me what i should do
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Well then its their lost and being weird isn’t bad.The most creative and fun people are weird people.Also,don’t think about what others think of you I remember I use to care what people thought and it caused me a whole lot of drama but now I don’t care made some very close friends and things are better.Besides 13 year old could be really nasty would know I’m 13 too
Those girls are bitches. Don’t listen to them.
And the guy too.
People are idiots. They also tend to be mean-hearted and just plain cruel. It’s the few people that you meet that actually care that really matter. Focus on those people that actually matter. Ignoreing those assholes that have been making fun of you will really annoy them. And that is so very satisfying.
And Kathy17 is right. Weird people are the best. They’re also the backbone of society. Those that truly made a difference in the world were considered complete freaks by many of they’re peers. (Shakespeare, Einstein,… etc.)
As for the depression… tell…. someone. It doesn’t matter who. A close friend would work best. If you don’t want people to make a huge deal about it, I’d avoid telling counsilors, teachers, or your parents. But telling *someone* will help a lot. Just being able to vent and really let everything out helps SO much.
My advice is worthless because I still haven’t managed to solve this problem, but through experience I hope I can shed some light upon the truth.
In the future, if you live that long, you will look back on this and wonder why it ever concerned you. It is hard now, and it really is, but you will eventually wonder why it mattered.
I guess what I am trying to say is that life will get better – it really will. But it will still seem like forever that you are trapped in this situation.