I just cant take it anymore.My dad was an alcoholic and died from it about a year and a half ago.Please don’t ask why but I cant see my mom until I am 18.My friends don’t know anything but if I told them they might laugh or even worse.Only 1 person knows and I begin to regret that.I consider suicide more and more often.Most nights I cry myself to sleep.But noone not even family knows what I am going :through because if I told them they would send me to a therapist and that wouldn’t help me.Sometimes I think was I put on this earth just so God could torment me?because that’s what it feels like.I feel like a piece of my heart died and the rest is breaking apart.I think what other solution is there besides suicide?
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Im sorry about your dad, i know that probably doesnt mean anything and i hate when poeple say “im sorry” when someone dies because its empty words, but thats really the only thing u can say huh? I think i might know why u cant see ur mom but i wont say it like u asked. Im scared to tell my friends/family too…it really sucks when u feel like one of Gods liitle pieces of a chess game, just waiting for him to move u to a more dangerous where u will die…im trying not to think that way latly but i know how u feel. This probably didnt help much, sorry i just finished 3 essays my brain’s fired, but stay strong :]
thanks I appreciate it.where do you live?over here right now it is 10:37 and it says your reply was left at 12:51 am today
I live in california, but this site has always hhas a different time
ohh ookaay sank ya. what city in CAdo you live in
La, u?
rohnert park
what’s ur name
People on here just call me tg17
whats the title for your story if you don’t mind me asking
the thoughts are back tormenting me mocking me I cant take it for much longer I’m going to break soon pleas help me