Sometimes it seems like everyone hates me. Like every single thing i do is wrong and terrible. I wish i could just turn off my life and start over. Get new friends, not backstabbers. Stop caring what other people think. Stop being such a terrible person. And just get a life that I love, instead of living this life where I’m just waiting for the next time I’ll make a mistake. I don’t want to die, I’ve never had the real urge to kill myself. Hurt myself, yes, but never end my life. I honestly thought I had a best friend who would always be there for me but I don’t. She’s just in line with those other friends who think I’m joking when I say “I don’t want to live in this life anymore.” or who think I’m just trying to make them feel bad or get attention. So I need help…comment with advice.
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What makes you think that everyone hates you? Are all the people you hang around with insulting you? Putting you down? If so, it might not be you who has the problem… Perhaps there are some insecurities in the people you’re hanging around. No longer caring about what others think -is- difficult… and sometimes constructive criticism is good for us. But there is a line. If there are things you like to do, keep doing them… academically, professionally, etc. You’re more likely to experience success if you’re doing something you genuinely enjoy doing.
Everyone treats me like they don’t care. I try to be as nice as possible, but I’m just the girl who sits around pretending to laugh. Pretending to love the people who really just make me cry everyday. I am only in 6th grade but this is too much for me, I don’t feel wanted. Please reply.
There is nothing wrong with being nice… especially when it’s difficult to be nice because you’re in such a bad mood. Don’t stop being nice to others… If you change who you are, the world has one less nice person. If there are people who make you cry everyday, seek out others who won’t make you cry. Are there clubs at school you can join? This would let you meet others with the same interests. You’re definitely wanted in life… and sometimes it takes time to see that. There is so much of life after sixth grade.
I won’t change myself. But I feel like the people who make me cry are my friends, and that I can’t just leave them. They mean so much to me, but they hurt me so much. I don’t know what to do. I know their are other friends out there but it will never be the same… I wish their was some way else to be happy then to change my lifestyle.
Perhaps you can have a conversation with your friends… and let them know what hurts you? I would hope they would understand. I’m not saying you should give them a huge list of bad things they do… but an honest chat about what upsets you might work. Your true friends will stand by you and respect your thoughts… even if they disagree.
Thank you! Is there another way I can contact you regurally because i feel that you have helped me a lot and could continue to do that, but how else can i contact you? email? But I need quick responses.
Whenever I’m in a bad social circles I just move out. That’s what you should do and there will be opportunities to meet nice people, just like you.
Thanks 🙂 That sounds Good..
Plus I’m a real nutcase so I move around quite often. Actually I stagger because I’m usually drunk.
Well I wasn’t really much help I just told you my opinion. I get things wrong sometimes.
Oh I’m sorry you were lots of help but I was talking to distant.rode…sorry!
I’m older than you and I wouldn’t feel comfortable communicating in e-mail. There are lots of good people here that are willing to listen and help. This site is a really good community. If there is anything I can do on the site, I visit here quite often and I’ll help when I can.
You should email Molly Whoppit. She’s my best friend on here but is going through a rough patch.
@ Distant
I felt the same way when I first joined but some of the youngsters I was in contact with sorted themselves out. They only email me when they are in serious trouble.