So I have not been doing good at all. I’ve been getting worse and it hurts. My friends are abandoning me and I just don’t know what to make of my life. There is a song I listen to that touches me deeply cause I feel like the song was purposefully written with me in mind. The song is “Does Anybody Hear Her” by Casting Crowns. I feel so invisible and worthless in this world. It all hurts. Does anybody hear me? Does anybody care that I’m hurting? That I want to die?
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Of course we care. Dont feel worthless. You matter to a lot of people.
I don’t think so. I don’t think my family or friends care at all.
Hi determined_rebel… People care… absolutely they do. You mentioned a Casting Crowns song in your note… There is another Casting Crowns song that I love… “Voice of Truth.” Some of the lyrics:
But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I’ve tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. ‘Boy, you’ll never win!’
“You’ll never win”
But the voice of truth tells me a different story
And the voice of truth says “Do not be afraid!”
And the voice of truth says “This is for My glory”
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth
There are a few other Christian Contemporary songs that I find encouraging: “Get Back Up” by Tobymac… “Stronger” by Mandisa… “There Will Be a Day” by Jeremy Camp… “What Would Jesus Do” by Big Tent Revival.. and so many others. I listen to quite a bit of K-LOVE both on the radio and online. It’s a really good Christian music station… and I’ve called their prayer line a few times.
You are cared for… and I pray that it won’t always be this way. Don’t give up on yourself.
We are like your friends and we care. People suck, especially the ones that call themselves friends……I also listen to christian music but I tend reach the other way sometimes. I find the depressing shit like Lifehouse-Storm. Played that at my mom’s funeral, it’s very sad, and meaningful. And listen, don’t worry, we won’t abandon you.
Well we all hear you loud and clear. As emptiness has said before, you don’t ever truly know how you affect everyone around you and if they care, etc etc. Though I know it doesn’t seem that way, and I’m sorry you feel like no one cares…but know for sure we do.