Hi, im brand new to this forum , i’ll guess i will try and get this out.
i tried to kill myself two weeks ago, i got put in hospital ,but now i want to try again,i am desperate to die. Attempting has only made me realize i am strong enough to do it again without failing this time. I am at a loss for words , i am so fucking depressed. i have nothing to live for. i need an end to this.
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Hey newbie!Damn It’s like we qet new people on here like every two days haha I’m not sayinq that It’s a bad thinq Brand,on here your qonna feel like we your family!People on here call me life,It’s nice to meet you!If you really wanna qo threw with this then I think you need more time tio think about this like make sure your need attempt Is 100% qood you know?Cause I know you don’t wanna end up In the ward aqain.I hope you have a last post before you qo threw with It
Ps.nice name haha.
Hi
You will be ok and the people here are friendly, open minded and won’t judge you. I think that people who attempt and self harm are special because they take things out on themselves and not others. That’s one of the reasons I spend so much time on here and even thought the stuff I say probably just pisses everyone off I like them deep down because they are really the only friends I have. I would rather be you than a pretentious jerk no matter how bad you think your life is. I would rather know you, want you to resolve this problem more than anything because I want the world to be a better place. I think the people on here feel an instant kinship so your in the right place. You can talk in your own time.
hey you. i hate that feeling and state after suicide. how did you friends and family react?
this Saturday i attempted suicide the second time within 8 months. and i am sure that i will try again. i cut my wrists both times and both times i was found in a puddle of blood. right now i am on college so my parents don t know but two of my friends that know about this think i am crazy. i was at hospital today because the wound is pretty bad and i am just starring at it now and it seems it is still bleeding, because the blood went through 3 bandages and my friend says i should go to hospital again but i don t want to. i just want to say that i can relate with you. and that i agree with the part about strength i also think that next time no one will find and if i did it 2 i can do it one more time and number 3 is my lucky number. huh how ironic. and i don t should i wish you luck or what because it sounds weird hh. anywayz i hope you will make more posts.
Duke you are a valuable part of the community, i love reading your often blunt but honest posts, i would certainly miss you! 🙂
As duke said the community here are none judemental please feel free to vent if it helps.
Thinking bad thoughts does not make you a bad person, You are so strong, dont shake your head! You are! Often the strongest people are the people who have the most on their plate.
Why did you try to take your life?
(i do know what it is like trust me, i took a massive ovrr dose, my heart stopped but i was revived, i took another overdose after than which i was saved from, ive slit my wrists, stabbed myself.. I fell down a cliff once too… Took penicillin whuch im allergic too.. Yet i am still here fighting…)
We dont judge but offer help and advice where we can, offer a shoulder to cry on or a friendly ear to listen.