Noone realizes the pain I go through every single day. I have to live up to my two sisters who are amazing at everything, my “friends” never want to hang out with me because I don’t do drugs or smoke or have a life (out of school and sports). My parents just went through a terrible divorce and constantly fight through me, but /i can’t talk to anyoe about it because my one sister hates me and the other one is living her own life far away from my crappy life. My “friends” are all jerks and treat me terribley, but they are the oly people I have to talk to even though they annoy me every day! Does everyone feel this way or is it just me? I’m sick of going through the daily stresses and struggles and basically am just done trying…….I’m done trying to live.
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Taking the high road through life can often be lonely. But you should be proud of yourself for not doing drugs. It causes problems for me as well. I play guitar and used to join bands and it was fun to practice and play shows but I don’t want to be around people who are doing drugs all the time. Even my regular friends like to drink more than I do so I often stay home instead of going out to the bar and acting stupid. It’s easy to have friends if you want to get into these bad habits. But it’s more important to follow the path that feels right to you, even if it means you have fewer people around.