I just wanna be happy man. Lifes gotta be so hard doesnt it? ..hmm got so many things to get off my chest by just cant seem to put them to words.. hmm.. like it seems every corner i turn theres just dissapointment. .you actually get up and try do something bout your depression then u get thrown right back in the water due to the world being so F*****. noone wants to help.. evan then what are they ment to do? hand me the winning lottery ticket or something? everymorning i wake up wondering if this will be the day i do it, just cant seem to go thru with it, as much as i want to.. i just feel so bad for the people around me, maybe they would let me go if they knew how i feel?.. hmm still cant seem to say what i need to say.. maybe when u comment i may be able to get sum more of my chest. thanks for taking the time to read and comment.
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Impossible im still searching for the one called true happiness.
If you want to be happy do something about it! if you will just lay around nothing will happen….
where to start? and everytime i do try go after it u just get put back in ur place, the dirt.
just try to tell to yourself: “this is me, this is who i am, this is what i do and if anyone has a problem with that and they say it, just say: i don’t care. and right now i try to help you. i don’t know if this is good advice but at least i am saying something
@noimp15
The problem is some people (including myself) can’t say “I don’t care”, because they care. And I’m even somewhat happy of the kind of person I am, but self-esteem can’t compensate what I miss.
yer man ive got mad self esteem, give a fuck what people think. just hard tryna get started in life and get the motivation to do sumtin useful with myself.. how u ment to get motivated when the worlds dark and everything is shit to me.