I have had severe depression for way to long. I used to be so happy and creative and wished I could live forever a long time ago I cant even imagine wanting to live forever now. I have lost all interest in everything in life, peoples advice is usually “Do what you enjoy doing” The problem is I have no hobbies,interests, and cant think of even one thing I enjoy doing. I feel so burned out like nothing is ever new and even if I have never done somthing it feels like Ive done it 10,000 times before. I have never had a girlfriend and now I don’t care or want one I have no social skills or desire to meet or talk to anybody. I have isolated for 6 months, I havent had any social contact besides my annoying parents for 6 months and that alone is making me worried about losing all sanity. If I won a free cruise to anywhere of my choice I would decline the offer. All my exitement and curiosity I had as a kid is gone and I might be soon
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I’m everything you just described. I rushed through college without learning anything only b/c i hated the social interacting that i had to do. Now i’ve been isolated at my moms house form months, no job, no friends. Like you said, i dont have any hobbies or passions. its very hard to explain that to people. I actually dont even want to develop one. I dont want friends. I dont want a boyfriend. I want out of this life.
Definitely going through this phase. I hope its a phase. The way I see it is, I was happy before and hopefully I will be again, until then you’ve just got to keep going.
No social skills. No need because the only people Ive ever bothered to talk with are irritating. I can’t keep a conversation going. I just can’t bother to care. Too apathetic, too uninterested. But I want to share my thoughts with people. I want someone who will care for me. Care about me. Why? Why do I feel this way, like something is missing?
Because you are human
We seek love and fun and are programmed to want to survive..
Because you’re lost
How are you supposed to fill the emptiness?
Because you are at war with your mind.. your own little hell
They are just guesses of course. I cannot say what confusions swarm in your mind and I cannot judge. I do not fully understand your troubles, as a simple paragraph could never explain your life. But you sound like you need someone to talk to.. a friend perhaps? If not then I’m always willing to speak with another troubled soul.