ok so im not completely alone my sister and friend is here but that means nothing but not being hit my dad is home too, but came home looked me in the eye and said i have destroyed him he now wants nothing to do with me. haha he wonders why i wanna move out..get a clue damnit! my mom is shoppin i sit here in bed bleeding all over my white sheets and blanket i took a very sharp pocket knife and slit my arm deep. the pain is intense but to me looks beautiful and relieves some of my pain. i wanna die tonight die or talk idk what to do my life again is falling apart and my parents hate me more then i hate them now..ha thats different. if only i could die in my white and red at least i would still be beautiful.
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im so sorry about the whole problem with your parents and i know how hard it is to feel alone and not liked but please stay strong once your out of that house reinvent yourself make yourself who you want to be someone youd like and ill be that person you talk to if you ever need anything thats only if youd like just know im here
thanks, and yes thats exactly what i want i plan to move out quickly my family scares me my parents with the way they respect my sister more then me ha im less of a ***** then she is! and my sister for beatin the fuck out of me and being so cruel and manipulating she scares me damn its horrible living with the people im forced to live with idk what to do anymore