All things around me are not helping. people , norms, society, even animals .
they are not accepting me , I want to live in a different country or to die in reality instead of dying daily in such place .
I’m gay and have been love with two guys who didn’t care less about me . I ask myself all the time what did I do to get this hell in my life ? I started doubting religion which was my only hope on this unfair life .
why would people be that cruel ? or it’s only me who can’t get along ?
I can’t even express my feeling or say my story properly , I’m a person inside a shell , can’t show , only hides all the time .
I don’t want to use word ” hate” but it’s reality . i hate my job , my family , my society , my only two whom I fell in love . I want to die anyway , I used to wish that i could die peacefully . but now i want to die in any way ..doesn’t matter to me 🙁
I want to shout ” Help me ” but I’m sure no body will hear !
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It’s not just you i dont get along ether.
Sometimes I wonder if it’s the way they are or do the go out of there way to be cruel.
What country is it you want to go to?
I’m not planning to visit any country because I can’t . but it’s a wish that I could live in a country that respects me and makes me feel better
come to mexico
Come to Canada, claim your country prosecutes you for your beliefs and try and get refugee or something. In Toronto there is a gay community. I don’t claim to know what it is like. However, there is same sex marriage . There is a pride festival. There is gay district that has declined in popularity as acceptance became the norm everywhere.
I don’t know where you are at, but there must be better places.
the problem that I tried my best , but things can’t get better . and Tyrant : yes I did go to Canadian embassy and they gave me a long list of things to do that I don’t even know how to do them .. it’s not an easy ..and lastly they asked me to have someone on Canada who assures that and helps u !! ..I just can’t do anything anymore