They are terrible. My grandma is fucking crazy and she screams at me and chases me around. I live with my grandparents. My grandpa has no heart for the emotion of another human being. They used to beat their kids. My mom hit me really hard yesterday because of something stupid. I’m gifted but they tell me I’m not. They don’t encourage me or any of my talents or anything I do. They constantly blame me for things and make me feel like shit. I have no confidence. I don’t go out. I don’t do anything. I research and self-educate myself a lot but they just ridicule me for it. I’ve had to go to the hospital and a crisis center twice because of the emotional trauma they’ve put me through. I’m on medical leave for the psychological trauma but they don’t care. I hate them. I starved myself and came close to killing myself several times but they didn’t change. I hope they all fucking die. I hate them. They have destroyed me.
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Dear …don’t make them stop u ..u will be something big in the future ..try to avoid them ..try to think that they r the dark spot in ur white life ! …think of urself more ..keep urself first ..be selfish ! …believe me , one day everything will be ok …wake up every morning and appreciate ur life ..don’t starve urself ..don’t hurt urself ..it’s not the way that can give u the best thing u want …wake up every morning and repeat that is a nightmare and will eventually ends ..nothing lasts for long time ….We need people like u on earth ..those who are highly educated . ..one day, u will these stupid stuff will be part of the past …only stupid memories …..my heart goes to u 🙂
If you are able, you should distance yourself from your family. I had to “divorce” my toxic family. Get as far as possible away from them. If you are not an adult, then consider foster care. Or find someone who can take care of you until you are able to take care of yourself.
Remember how your abusive family made you feel when you are an adult. If you ever have kids, do not treat them the way your family treats you.
i know what that’s like. i’ve been there, my dad hit me everyday more than once just because he had anger issues. even though i was his daughter he didn’t care. nothing i said or did made him care so i think hurting yourself and trying to make them understand isn’t the way to go. i didnt get away from him until just recently, when i finally decided to tell someone about what was happening. and that, i can truthfully tell you, was the best decision i ever made. i told my grandma and she got me the hell out of there. you could tell child services if you’re not 18 yet, and they can find you a family you deserve.
don’t let them ruin you. stay strong just so you can say “i did it. all on my own so you can suck it.”
stay strong
hoping….