yeah thanks mom and dad for screwing my dream of being a model. yeah i knew it was unlikely anyway but u criticize me for taking pictures of myself thinking im doing all of it for attention FUCK NO! yes i know i may be beautiful but im no size 4 u still have no right to flat out say “honey, your just not skinny enough they will destroy u put u on a diet to lose weight i dont want u to become obsessed with size look at me dear im fat and can careless u should do the same” u have gotta be friggin kidding right? i already do all of that im just not a size 0-4. family r u really going to fuck with my dream of being a model u want me to know im beautiful well hoping to become a model changes that sorry so sorry u disagree with my ways i guess you gotta learn to deal with it.
sorry, boring rant but its true i wanna be a model i feel as if i were one maybe i would be a little happy i found something to do with my life my parents think they can tell me where to work and what to do, sorry guys u brought me here and i getta choose what to do not you. its my life not yours feel free to back off a bit.
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Try to relax a bit. I know you’re usually given shit by your family but this looks in a roundabout way like caring from them.
Either way, you either have the looks needed or you don’t and if you do have them this in particular is something they can’t really realistically stop you from doing.
Fuck your parents. Plus you don’t have to be a size 0 to be a model.
There’s no need for apologies. What are the rest of us posting on here? =p Also, being older, I agree with “determined_rebel”. Your parents most likely, as messed up as it appears sometimes, have your best interests in mind. Seeing as what they told you, ‘ “i dont want u to become obsessed with size look at me dear im fat and can careless u should do the sameâ€.’ Possibly what they were saying is, “I don’t want you to be sucked into the superficial life.” “I don’t want you to worry about the things at the end of life, don’t hold value.”. We all age, grow old and wrinkle, a.k.a. youth fades, yet the woman inside you grows more beautiful everyday. And perhaps that is there way of saying to you this. Whether for the better or worse, we’re all imperfect. I know your parents must love you, just by what they told you. And at the end of the day, remember that. Because that is what is way more important in life as a whole. Our loved ones.
@The Absurdist-yeah i should relax, but your right im given shit from them all the time, i do have the face for it my stomach and legs are ehh not perfect but are okay my mom thinks in order to bea model i HAVE to become anorexic. my dad says if i were to be a model i might as well become a porn star??? my sister yeah she just calls me fat one day and a model the next.
@rebel-haha! well everytime i talk to my mom bout being a model she says your too fat see i will google it a size 11 and above cant be a model, sorry. WHAT THE FUCK!!
@thekillerinmeisthe1inyou-no i see your point i just think being a model might give me hope and when i said what they said i took it as they call me fat which in fact they do. true they dont want me in the superficial lifestyle but fuck it. oh and i only apologize cut its a random topic on a serious website but i feel becoming a model would make me feel more beautiful and i gained acceptance which since i was like 4 i have been judged on my appareance.
It is always great to have a dream. Dreams give you a reason to live. I wish I had one. It doesn’t matter how much bullshit people give you about your dream. Anything is possible. Chase your dream. Chase happiness. You can do it. Good luck.
@theForgotten- thank you. it is a reason to live but as my parents they shouldnt put me down about wanting to be a model, especialy cuz i dont live near agencies it makes it heard to follow through with it but whatever maybe my dream is stupid.