no, cuz u arent thinking, iv given hints that your the one who hurt me along with my ex oh god my ex has done more damage than u but u still hurt me only cuz i thought we were friends we understood each other u say “dont leave me here” ” i wont leave so easily” “im always here” was all of that a lie cuz now i hardly here from you i remember talking hours and hours til one of us fell asleep into the cruel nights. its like i lost a great amazing friend. where did u go?
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Well I KNOW you are not talking about me.
But I am here if you wanna talk. People here DO care about YOU……
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Hi fakingit where ya been? I was wondering about you. I wish I could tell you something profound or enlightening, but here’s what I know… You may not remember, but I remember.. all of the time… I don’t like to post comments, because of my anxiety, but.. I remember the night you stayed up talking to me all night… I remember because it was one of the worst nights of my life. What I’m trying to say is that you are a good and caring person, and I probably wouldn’t be here right now to post this comment if you hadn’t been there that night. Hang in there… I’m here if you want to talk.
hey llmorow75, wells, not many places i just got back from california though and before then got in a lot of trouble to where my parents wouldnt say a damn word to me for a month so somehow became very depressed and just slept mostly, and i do remember that night still. thanks, and im here if u wanna talk as well.
Did you at least do something fun in Cali? Sounds like your parents haven’t changed much, but I’m glad you are here. I understand the sleeping thing, believe me… my family wanted to put me in the hospital recently, but I agreed to therapy instead and am waiting for the therapist to call with the appointment. I’m not thrilled with it, but w/e. And hey, good for you for getting out of bed.. I know it must have been hard and I know you had to bring yourself to do it w/out help. Just shows how strong you really are.
yes, i gotta see my best friend for the 1st time in 8 years after 8 years of silence nothing has changed we are still the same and keeping in touch and im going back to cali next summer to visit him and do some other fun stuff (with family sadly)good 4 u going to therapy and i wouldnt be thrilled either i hate therapy, but sometimes people need it, i got out of bed for a few reasons 1) i knew i couldnt waste my summer, i should at least attempt at having fun
2) i knew also i could easily put this behind me and learn to deal with it
3) by sittingnin bed sleeping or whatever, im wasting a life time to other people who have it worse then i do
all that gave me strenght to just do something besides lay around for hours on end.
I’m glad you got to see your friend and it was the same. Hang onto him then, good friends are so hard to come by, and what a great thing to plan and look forward to. I started thinking of moving, far away, but.. you know, at night.. I’m afraid I would get too scared and wouldn’t be able to leave the house to do what I need to do.. I’m still tossing it around b/c it does seem the only other option atm. Those are all very good reasons, but we both know it doesn’t matter the reasons as long as it got you out of bed.
i am too, he wants to restore our friendship and make it as close to as being neighbors like we were. im not letting him go and he wont let me go either. yeah i can see that if u dont like night inside sure as hell u wont like outside id be to scared to leave the house too. if only life could be just a bit easier. and yup reasons dont matter at least im up-ish i still lay in bed but just to relax but now im talking to people and i come out of my room every so often
Did you get some white castel?? 😀
EvilBritBrat- Nope i didnt