I woke up around 3:00am trembling in fear after having one of my worst nightmares ever… my arms and legs still shaking and this feeling of pain in my chest won’t go away… falling down spiral…
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I have nightmares like that too. What kind of nightmares do you have? I always seem to wake somewhere around 3. My brother asked me if it is every night and exactly what time I woke up. So I checked. Always around 3:12. That’s when he told me that Satan probably has a hold on me. After texting him about 5 mornings in a row always around 3:12, he finally told me I was Satan’s spawn…like I said before, I laughed and said shit well even Satan doesn’t want me. I’m here and he won’t even take me…lol
Guess there is a strong relation between depression (mental illness) and waking up around 3:00am, it is a path for me, nightmares and waking up about that time. I have suffered from bad dreams since a was a lil girl, I totally recall my first one (actually is my oldest memory, I was 3 years old) I always saw nightmares like scars on my hearth, thought that was the way my brain was trying to cope with reality and pain. My nightmares are insane but the one that I had last night it tore me apart, it left me with so much physical pain and an awkward state of mind…
I hate those with a passion. Where it feels so real that it physically puts you in pain when you wake. Sorry that last night’s was so bad. I hope you start to feel better today <3