I’m realizing where’s no reason to keep indulging with procrastination. Having another week or another day of just letting time flow is meaningless.
Searching for the best method is a way to tell yourself you’re not really ready yet. I just settled for the simplest thing to put together and got a rope. Right now I’m writing notes for the only two people I care they get a note, I scrapped my idea of writing notes for everyone else, it’s not worth the hassle.
I’m giving myself 48 hours to accomplish this goal, it’s more than enough time. If you don’t read anything else it’s because I didn’t chickened out at the last moment.
Hope everyone of you get the love and the peace you deserve.
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I know how you feel, I have been procrastinating about suicide as well. I hope you find your peace as well, whether it be on this earth or with our maker.
If you’re going to be a procrastinator about anything, I suppose you could do worse than waiting another day to suicide. It’s one of the benefits of being lazy. “Why kill myself today”? “There’s always tomorrow”.
I’ve procrastinated enough. What I’ll get from another day of watching the clock ticking?
That’s an excellent question. A reason to go on?
There are much better ways to pass time than write suicide notes. I used to post on here in the hope that one of my posts would usurp the mighty helium thread at the top of the leader board. As that task proved beyond my capabilities I am still here. Sad but true.