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I consider myself very blessed. I have a good job, I am somewhat successful even though I am not wealthy. My family is did functional but who’s is not. For the last month I have been feeling down. I had a bad break up a while ago and I was doing fine, seeing other people and just having fun. But lately I cannot break free from this hold over me, I hardly eat I am easily angered and I lost interest in my hobbies. I feel as if I am lost in a crowd. I feel like I am doomed to loneliness for eternity. I cannot get a grip on things anymore. I don’t feel suicidal but i am afraid I may get to that point in the future if this continues on. I have a hard time keeping love interests. I am not the best dresser or best looking but I don’t understand. I lay up all night thinking and thinking and thinking.