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Alone in this world

by _darkness 9/16/2016

written by _darkness

I’m depressed as fuck. Why? My life is broken in every way. I’m sick, I’m fatigued, and there’s nobody who cares about me. There’s lots more, but too tired to type it all. Nothing positive in my life. I’m tired of pain. I’m tired of suffering. I’m tired of shitty humans.

I would peace out if I could, but don’t know a sure fire way out (or the necessary materials). 97% failure rate when it comes to suicides. Worst thing isn’t dying- it’s failing and fucking yourself up even more.

What’s my point of posting? I don’t know. Sometimes it gets lonely being all alone. Most people […]

9/16/2016 2 comments

Alan Ominous AKA Al an ominous anonymous hippopotamus

by Alan Ominous 4/4/2016

written by Alan Ominous

I thought that was a good title. Anyways. Like Bloodhound Gang would say…” like my scrotum here it is in a nutshell”

(Ranting)
Blah blah blah…
Life sucks… whoa is me…
Yadda yadda,
Rhetorical questions….
Something else…
Self loathing….
More rambling…
For reference review this…

4/4/2016 20 comments

Feel like blah…

by bah 2/12/2016

written by bah

Just. Blah…

2/12/2016 5 comments

At the end of the day,

by bah 2/10/2016

written by bah

why do I always wind up being depressed again?

2/10/2016 3 comments

Entry 1

by RainbowWizard 7/16/2015

written by RainbowWizard

I guess I’m gonna use this thing as a diary to vent about my emotions through out the day.

So here we go.

I suppose I should introduce myself. I’m Ash. 17. Genderfluid. Pansexual.

There.

Today was.. Meh. At best, okay.

My sister came home today. She was in alot of pain. I don’t like seeing her cry.

Dysphoria was a b**ch today.

I relapsed with my cutting. 13 new marks. It helped with feeling numb and empty.

Sorry this was a lame first entry.

I suck at writing.

Yours Truly,

Ash.

7/16/2015 3 comments

Blank…?

by 90sPrincess 7/10/2015

written by 90sPrincess

I’m feeling like really blank right now. Like when your not happy not sad, your mood is just blah. Idk. Anyone else feel like this…?

7/10/2015 5 comments

Blah

by 90sPrincess 7/9/2015

written by 90sPrincess

Does anyone want to chat? Idk i just can’t go to sleep 🙁

7/9/2015 6 comments

Blah

by FeelingFunny 4/27/2015

written by FeelingFunny

Feeling hella robotic/empty today. Switching on autopilot for the 8hrs. at work.

4/27/2015 3 comments

Blah

by confused31 2/15/2015

written by confused31

I know I cut,

i know I’m crying,

i hear you saying I have to keep trying,

i know what they called me,

you don’t have to save me.

i know your parents hate me,

I know no one would ever date me,

I know you think I’m exaggerating,

but you don’t understand the pain I’m feeling,

I wish I could just be dying,

I’m tired of just surviving .

2/15/2015 5 comments

Blah

by lostinthewoods 2/12/2015

written by lostinthewoods

I hate my life. I love my life. I’m a playboy.

2/12/2015 4 comments

Tired of putting up with her…

by nobody4 8/30/2013

written by nobody4

im a sophmore in highschool, and i have gone through a lot with my mom. My background story is fine nothing wrong as a kid my parents are still together blah blah. But it started in 7th grade. My mom started making me more and more angry as the days went on.. It didnt get real bad until 8th grade though. My mom was driving me to the point where i was suicidal. I didnt want to live here any longer. I attempted, was too scared and gave that attempt up, then about a week later, one of my former good friends decided to take […]

8/30/2013 6 comments

Fucked up.

by yugi 8/18/2013

written by yugi

The title sums this up very well “Fucked UP” that is how I see my self and how my family and others view me a lot of the time, but we will get to that later. So im new to the site and just out of luck today before I made my final choice I decided to post a small post on here. For both advice and to see what others think. Im a 17 year old male who is: failing school (for two main reasons: one im lazy and two I view myself as stupid or dumb) I also have no job, no car, […]

8/18/2013 1 comment

The Irony

by PainNlife 8/13/2013

written by PainNlife

I was watching T.V and a commercial for anti-depressants came on…..It said how it could help you…blah, blah, blah but then something made me think; the blatant irony ….” side affects may include nausea, vomiting or the increase of suicidal thoughts in children, young adults and adults”….Sooo this medicine has a risk to make people more suicidal than they are now….. but its supposed to work against depression? Its not guaranteed to work but it has a risk to fuck you up in the head even more? On what planet does this make sense? Hell, they might as well give you a gun with a […]

8/13/2013 14 comments

My heart danced a little today

by DawgMom 5/1/2013

written by DawgMom

So, the morning didn’t go too well but that’s a given these days so blah, blah. I went outside to mow the lawn. Christ, is was hot. I checked my mail first – the box was crammed full – I have no idea when I checked it last. So, I finally get to the backyard with my mowing and I am so dehydrated because, well, I think I’ve been forgetting to eat / drink and I think, ‘God, I could die. Yeah, oh, freaking please let me keel over from heatstroke’. No such luck but I did decide to get a Medical Alert Bracelet […]

5/1/2013 4 comments

I am sorry

by animerocks500 4/26/2013

written by animerocks500

I a sorry if I hurt any body feelings on this site by expressing my own feelings …….blah I hate the word feelings………but still I am sorry if I hurt any one

4/26/2013 0 comment

..Speechless..

by lonelyinside 4/18/2013

written by lonelyinside

How my life has changed these past months. I have officially stopped cutting for awhile now. I feel weird sometimes because i know that people can see all my scars and they immediately judge me, but dont say anything and i feel like maybe i shouldnt make other people uncomfortable like that..

Ive had my ex, the one from before, ask me back out and i couldnt do it, i had a really good friend ask me out too and it was awkward because i couldnt bring myself to tell him no to his face, i never answered him, I feel really guilty now. Im currently […]

4/18/2013 0 comment

its always about the $$$

by kristink 4/11/2013

written by kristink

i hope you are up to date with your reading. someone is jerking me around. your office says its the insurance co. the insurance co says its the office. either way for some reason my co-pay to see you has now tripled. been waiting for some edict from on high saying i need to stop seeing you so often. guess now i got it. something to do with specialist services versus therapy services. blah blah blah. i love insurance companies. oh well its only money right? my current financial crisis notwithstanding. i keep saying i am worth more dead than alive. yet another example. someone […]

4/11/2013 3 comments

How do I deal with depression, without meds?

by richard.sc4 4/2/2013

written by richard.sc4

I’ve been feeling depressed for a while now, basically for the last 10 years or so. Really the one person who has kept me from thinking about suicide, and who got me to stop cutting has been my girlfriend for the last four years. A couple days ago she tried to tell me that things weren’t really working out, and basically she thought it would be best if we took a break from being in a relationship. At the time she made a convincing argument, basically saying neither of us has time, effort, or financial stability to deal with a relationship. I’m under the impression […]

4/2/2013 6 comments

Is it possible for one person to be the only source of someone’s happiness?

by whyohwhysky 3/22/2013

written by whyohwhysky

I believe so. My ex thinks that my suicide is foolish because I am lying to myself by thinking that he was my only happiness. He says that no one person can be the source of another’s only joy in life. Then how come I’m contemplating suicide for the first time ever? How come I’m so sad?

I have no family. I have no friends. I have no life, and now I don’t have him. Pathetic, I know. What’s more pathetic though is how long I’ve been haunting this website declaring my death and have no courage to actually do it. No courage to live, no […]

3/22/2013 9 comments

honesty

by disclosureflo18 3/12/2013

written by disclosureflo18

to be honest i’m not really sure what i’m doing on this site but i’m ust gonna go with it. I’m not trying to sway anyone into my thinking or anything this is just my own experiences and opinions. So I’ve read a few posts and stuff and it’s kind of strange but i feel like i can relate. People are saying stuff like “oh you won’t do it” and stuff like that but ppl will, they always do and that’s what’s wrong with this site. you shouldn’t test ppl. I’m just hoping to get some advice on how to kill this shit before myself. […]

3/12/2013 2 comments

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