ok so i thought i just put everything bout my family in one post.
My dad: drug addict. been high for bout 30 years, off pain killers from his multiple surgeries. when he has been off i can tell cuz he is nice i know when he is taking them cuz his patience is screwed over and he is a dick. he has depression also.
My mom: is an assumer she will never listen to me i will be in the middle of a sentence and she automatically thinks the worst case scenerio. causing ***** fight after ***** fight. when she is stressed she turns to drugs for comfort. if i get hurt by my sister my mom doesnt care, at ALL. my mom also has depression
my parents met in rehab thus now i say “rehab is not a place to meet ur new lover.”
– look where they are? making screwed over my head.
My sister: plain and simple she is a ***** she controls me. im not allowed in my room, i HAVE to watch tv with her and eat with her and even watch her shower. (why the last one i have no fucking clue????) if i dont do her chores. im beat by her. and screamed at by my parents cuz her chores arent done! i write bout the ***** a lot so i dont need to say much but simply she is cruel and a *****.
OK so thats my family. pretty screwed up aint it? yeah it is i know. and they wonder why im crazy.
your NOT crazy “tater-tot”.
You are just living in a nut house. You will be fine come your 18th birthday. You will see.
@i_dont_matter: if i can get my way an be outa the house at 18 then i will be fine. otherwise its a journey of hell 4 a lot longer
Your NOT crazy!!!! Home is supposed to be a safe place you can run to when the world gets you down…..when your safe place is the chaos it messes you up ( at least that was my experience)!!!! I totally understand where your coming from!!! Just hold on, you will get out of there!!!!!!
@exhausted24: well my only safe place is here on sp which im on 95% of the day, but as for my home, yea its not safe and it does mess me up, i have hell home and at school. SP is my heaven. and glad someone understands this.
Glad you have somewhere to turn to tater-tot. You seem like a genuinely nice person. Best wishes to ya.
I’m not sure what advice to give you, or if I’m even the right person to be giving out advice but just hang in there, if things can’t get any worse that just means it’ll get better… It might take a while but hang in there, when things do go your way it’ll be worth it
@Derek: i have been hangin for years now and my family has pused me far to the edge. as for it getting better or worse it can go either way. things will go my way once im 18 im done with these bitches i must call my family
kinda makes me have pity on ppl in prison. stuck. just waiting for time to pass.
@i_dont_matter: ahh wow, good way to describe what its like living in at home for me.
sorry to hear it. I think we all have our prisons. Some like you. Some the prison is their own minds. Some hate being home and dive into work only to find they hate work and then have nowhere to go at all.
I wish I had a better answer or could actually DO something to help. I guess all i can say is hang in there. You will be ok.
Your family sounds almost exactly like mine!!!! My parents didn’t meet in rehab but have been arrested together for drugs many times. Now they are divorced and both married to new dope heads. I’m sorry you are going through this
@kallie_jayde: ah my parents almost divorced, my dad has been arrested not my mom, and its alright but sorry ur family is almost like mine. it sucks-_-
I wish we all lived near each other then we’d have someone to hang out with and talk to, wouldn’t that be cool?
@Derek: i have always thought about that. it would be really cool XD