I hate this world, and absolutely everything in it.

This world is just something I can’t even describe and it hurts me to know I can’t even form a sentence for how much hate I have for this place and everything in it. Everyone in this damned place are scum, everyone knows how to hurt one another. There is not a single human who understands my burning hatred for everything, nor is there even one that isn’t selfish. “People” or “humans”, whatever we claim to be cause NOTHING but pain and agony. I walk around with open wounds in my head, my conscious screaming and trying to get through will all of your bullshit. Know one can even see my pain so it’s as if everything is fine. When I talk to someone I show no sign of resent or hatred, but truly I despise all of you. I don’t hurt you because I would be no better than you, you constantly cause me pain over and over again, no matter who or how many times you promise, YOU ARE ALL THE SAME. Something is keeping me alive, it’s the most miserable feeling, not knowing what it is but you don’t care yet I still cannot do it. I’ve lost so much, I keep the memories and they are unbearable to have, I feel misunderstood. Why can’t you people spread “love” instead of all this agony and pain to one another? I don’t even know that feeling anymore. What did I ever do to you? Why do I have to carry all this hatred and pain on my shoulders? Just know this world should burn and I hope all of you suffer for what you’ve done to me.