That’s my biggest problem. I’ve made up my mind a long time ago that this is what i wanted but i still have no idea how i could end my life without too much physical pain. Physical pain is what keeps me away from suicide but i can only hope that it’s a matter of time before i find the miracle suicide method. My biggest fear is living for many more years in shame and regret because of my fear for physical pain. But sometimes i tell myself that the pain i feel inside is probably greater than any pain any suicide method would involve.There’s no reason for me to live anymore,to pretend that i’m happy and to look like a loser everyday of my life. Nothing at this point could stop me from thinking that way except one thing . It’s clear that this is what i want and yet i’m stuck here. I’m so desperate that i pray to god that he helps me end it peacefully.. It’s a very frustrating situation because my mind is set.
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Gun in the mouth or jump from height.
I’m the same as you :\ I really want die as well. One way is the helium hood, it’s supposed be painless but it is slow. And jumping off a building is painless and fast, but is a pretty messy way to die. But then, maybe you should into more ways not to die. Stay strong 🙂
Gumpy