I have another problem ….. The girl i love… I have no idea what to thing she´s like pretending a friendship but just a second latter she says like she really likes me … Like one day all students of our school was in cinema and she was going with her best friend something about 20 meters behind me and when we arrived in the cinema she ran to me and wanted to sit down right next to me but in the last second my shoolmate did that and she sad “thats a pity”(in slovak and i dont know a better words to say that in english) but not just like that. it looked like she meant that really onist. Somethimes she doesnt even talk to me and somethines she´s talking things as if she cares about me.. I have no idea what to do .. I tried to talk to her but i´m so scared from bad succes that i cant do it .. I dont know……
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just talk to her. say what you feel. rest is up to her. dont expect anything…
Yes that is what i wanna do but when i´m prepared to do that and then i see her face. It´s like 77 °F in january … if you know what i mean. I just lose my minds my words. I cant explain it. That is the problem …. it´s up to her – She doesn´t seems to care about my pain.Or to help if not by loving me then just by talk with me about it.Make me feel littlebit better. She doesn´t even know what long time I spend alone thinking and even dreaming about her.They are dreams where I´m with her and wake up realized whats going on and being sad all day or those bad dreams that just make my day full of pain longer, At the end … I do not expect anything but I wish, pray, and diing just for aday with her to talk about us… But dreams are just and only dreams.