I feel so useless all the time. I really can’t do anything right. Or anything at all. I see everyone I know has a talent,or are at least smart in a way. But me? No. I can’t dance like everyone else,I have no rhythm. I can’t sing. I have a deep voice for a girl. I’m no good with school work anymore. I get distracted easily now. It’s so irritating. I never want to wake up in the mornings because I feel like there’s no need. Nothing’s going to change. I really want to kill myself. Like seriously. I get so frustrated sometimes and nothing helps. If I tell my mother,she won’t do anything,I know she won’t. I need someone. Or something. Sometimes I feel like Turing to drugs , it’s starting to get really bad. It’s at this point where everyday I want to cry. If there was just one thing. Just one. That would encourage me. I’d be set. Or just one person that could help. I’d be great. But I feel like everyone discourages me.. I’m so confused.and alone.
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I understand.
I wish I could help, but I’m at sea and lost myself, and am too far gone to be there for you.
But others may be able to, and I hope you find someone like that.
hang in there kiddo…. Sounds like you actually are a very normal girl. It is just that your age (to be blunt) kinda SUCKS.
Everyone is trying to find their way. Trying to figure out where you fit in. Trying to act confident and secure. Trying to be lovable and loved. Some people are much better than others on putting on that face of confidence. But I PROMISE you – 75% of the people around you are every bit as insecure as you are….. they just hide it better than you do.
If you want a friend – I would be happy to talk to you (email, chat, or even phone). I am NOT looking for anything physical – so if that is your goal – sorry, I am not the guy for you. But if you simply need and ear and a heart that cares – feel free to let me know.
You should do things that give you an adrenalin rush. Like cliff diving, parachuting, rollercoaster rides. Positive adrenalin rushes. They’ll make you feel alive. And then you could try and look for something that gives you feeling of accomplishment. Try to take baby steps, do small things that make you feel good x
Your defining your worth by what you can do, not by who you are inside. Not everyone has an extraordinary talent… but that doesn’t mean they don’t have any worth. I use do feel the same way. I can’t sing, I can’t dance, I wasn’t great at making friends…. until I realized that God put me on this earth for a reason, and even though can’t see it now, I know its there. I think you should find a hobby, or do something that interests you. Maybe you could write, or try some kind of art form. I’m sorry about your mother, that really sucks, but that doesn’t mean your errelevent. People care. I care, and I hope you can work through this and become stronger because of it.
Stay Strong <3
can u sketch? pls try……… jst try to sketch wat ever u feel like….. it goes awsome!!! then u never feel uselesss. jst try it……… sorry if i didnt help u!
bt am der for u frnd!
i agree lovelost