I thought things were getting easier, resisting the urge to cut myself. But knowing that I’m worthless to a large amount of people isn’t really helping me. I have all these emotions that I need to get out to someone in person but I don’t have anyone to get them out to. It’s like everyone around me is happy and at the moment there’s not one thing that’s making me smile. I feel physically and mentally tired and I’ve almost  completely given up. I have no friends at school, I’m not close to my family, and the one person I need right now is ignoring me. I’m not a bad person yet people just don’t seem to like me. I don’t know why people hate me so much but it really does affect how I am. Everyone goes out on weekends going to party’s and having fun, and I sit at home wishing someone would ask me if I was okay. I just sit in bed and cry and cry knowing that nothing will get better for me. I’ve been bullied for a large part of my life and people are slowly starting to bully me again. I’m so fucking worthless and a shit person. I question why I was even born because I haven’t done something amazing or made a great contribution to the world. I’m just a fucked up girl that no-one likes. I wish I knew why I wasn’t liked but I guess it doesn’t even matter. All I know is people eventually ignore me and find someone better. I genuinely feel like if I killed myself no-one would care. What’s the point in being in the world if no-one cares about you? As humans all we need is love and care, which I have none. I’m quite a strong girl but I don’t know if I can carry on anymore, I try and tell myself that I’m happy but it’s just not working anymore. I need someone to show me that they care before it’s too late.
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That’s eXactly how I feel, and the feeling you have are similar to mine. Its like everywhere I go, either it’s home or school, feels like I’m walking into my own personal hell. It’s good youvhave managed not to sel harm, winding let those knobs bring you down, think of it as an achivment the longer you don’t do it, the longer good things will happen? I’m sure people do care about you, you just can’t see it. I just want you to know you are not alone in the world, sorry I couldn’t say anything else :/
Yeah I know what you mean, I just don’t understand why people don’t like me:/ I try not to let it show that they bring me down but the other day I had to go home from school because I just couldn’t handle it:/ I just wish someone I knew would tell me how much I meant to them so I didn’t feel so worthless 🙁
I understannd, and I’m not going to ask the details if this, but maybe it’s the school you go to? Maybe you could move and try for a fresh start? That’s if your not at the ending of the schools years and doing your exams? That could help you socialise more? Or try joining clubs?
I can’t move I only have 5 months left:/ I wish I would have moved school earlier so I wouldn’t be in this mess now 🙁
babe there is nothing wrong with you but there’s a lot wrong with the people around you
at this point of time you gotta take care of yourself because you need yourself at the most
and those fuckers are nobody to tell you that you are no good
i know baby that you are also special and precious like a pearl and one day you will show them how great you are
you also have a equal right to shine like a bright star
i trust u baby and i know you will not give up because you are holding on for so long on your own
thank you so much, it’s annoying how people can be so nice on here but the people I know in real life are so horrible 🙁 why can’t everyone be as nice as you guys, you understand that not everyone can be happy all the time, you just try your best to understand how people are feeling, it actually really does make me feel better x
babe you are right they dont understand because they are too busy in their own life
but that doesnt mean you are worthless
you should proud of yourself because you are handling and fighting with this all on your own
you have learnt a lot of things at just 16 which is so appreciably
thank you so much, I don’t understand why some people enjoy seeing other people upset, it makes no sense:/ we live in a world where people care more about popularity rather than how people are feeling, which is pretty shit.
zefron98@gmail.com you can mail me whenever you want to talk ok 🙂
yeah baby thats true they care about the popularity
about being cool all the time but one thing they dont care about is true feelings and a pure heart because they lack it so how could they take care of that but im sure you have a beautiful heart with pure feelings and this is what makes you special and better than them 🙂
thank you so much 🙂
its my pleasure sweetheart:)
you can take my mail if u want to talk ok
okay 🙂
username is – shubhzquotes
and its a gmail account
and one thing i wanna say that smile suits you 🙂
s h u b h z q u o t e s @ g m a i l . c o m (delete space between letters )
Aww I had just the same when I was at school, I was so unpopular picked on all the way through high school. Zaccy is right there so image concerned!! When in the long term there the 1’s who will end up sad and lonely! Am 33 years old now with two lovely children ok not with thee dad due to long story but I found a man who loves me for who I am. I also want to say is maybe I’m a bit too naive! But with what I’ve gone through you find out who your friends and family really are. I trusted to easy and would be a friend to any-1once upon a time. Please don’t let them stuck up there own backsides get you down! That’s what they love so show them there’s got to be other quite shy girls or boys either your age or younger at your school!! I’d maybe stay well clear of the think there IT gang and talk and make conversation with girls and boys a little more like yourself..I hate hearing of how I was treated and it still goes on today.. Am not a bully nor am I nasty but I could really beep beep in there beeps and string them up in front of all naked to get stoned.. Pls don’t let them grin u down as you are better then scum like them babe xxxx