this blows!!!

I fucked up pretty bad today.My bag of sleeping pills are gone this means im off to the store tommorow to sell some stuff and buy more pills.Damn i feel like an addict but it must be done.And if worse comes to worse i did find my moms box cutter and i will let them taste my flesh possibly at 12:00 midnight the end of this wretched day.Or tommorrow. But i wont do it on christmas