All the ups and downs I keep going through is exhausting…
I am heading that direction again because I just want it all to be done and over with.
Do I really have to live like this for the rest of my life?
I HATE THIS LIFE!!!!!
staying positive is getting harder and harder.
I am not normal anymore, I am half a person and people will look at me like I am half a person.
I’m tired. Really tired.
How many years has it been… how many more years will it be?
You all have no idea what you have until you loose it!
I have to live with this. There will be no end to it.
Why is it not over.
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Its not over because its not your time. I know you hurt believe me I know pain. I self harm regurlaly. :/
i keep telling myself and other people… i’m fine…. baby steps….i’m fine…. baby steps…. over and over…. i’m still scared….. i’m still ashamed, just trying not to look anywhere else but forward right now…. no one knows i come here…. no one can know…. i’ll be gone if someone finds out…