I don’t know what it is but somehow people dislike me right after they see me. I am nice, shy and I am hygienic but something on my is repelling everyone. When I talk to them … when I try to talk to them … they either ignore me or push me away with ‘what do you want fatty/*****/loser’. There is no one I can talk to. Even when we have to make groups at school, I am the last one to be picked (which really does hurt) or I just get those look ‘ugh, she is in our group’. I’m scared to say something; to even make a move.
I don’t know how long I can live with this and to be honest. I already gave up. Sorry.
Thanks for reading though.
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I’d be glad to talk with you. 🙂 I’m male and 22 though, so…I may not be able to relate very well…sorry…
When I was in kindergarten…elementary school..I was always the last person to be picked on… I was always bullies’ favorite target.
They have made me build a cold shield around me…and a self-resilience to believe that I don’t need anyone to be happy. I build up my guards… and people find it too hard to jump over walls…and spikes to gain my trust…and to see who I am..
Whether that’s a good thing or bad thing, it is yet to be seen. But if you give up now, you won’t have a chance to prove to yourself and to these mean people that they are wrong. So find ways to channel that anger into something positive. I have done it before…
School is like that
Me and most people I know had that experience in school
But trust me, after you finish it in a best possible way, you will no longer care about what they were saying or how they were acting towards you 🙂
You WILL find real friends eventually!
Start with just the internet. (forums and blogs, talking about things you like)
It might help you to gain confidence
and who knows, maybe one of those internet friend will become you best friend in collage
just don’t let those idiots get to you!