Am I going insane? This is tearring me apart? Everytime I recall a bad memory I jerk around and twitch. Other times I will lose control and start hitting myself or choking myself. Yesterday I recalled something and blacked out for a few seconds. When I regained control my hand was holding a knife to my chest so that the tip was hovering over my heart. I don’t know how much longer I can deal with this and my parents. Can someone please help me?
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Do you have any where else you can stay? Btw keep all sharp objects far away.
They won’t let me. I don’t know how much longer i can deal with this.
Screw they won’t let you! Something you need to learn quick is that NO ONE can truly make you do anything! I have never let anyone tell me what I can and can not do and neither should you. Just leave don’t ask, don’t warn them just do it.
I used to think that way. Now they are threatening to send me to this camp like the one shown on dr. phil. I can’t talk to anyone about my problems or they will send me there. Even being on this site is a risk!
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I don’t know what the camp is so I can’t say I know whether that could be good or not. So you used to think like that then do it again and leave! I’m not trying to tell you that you have to but I really think it would be good for you IF you have somewhere to go.
You should try talking to your parents though…there is no one else on the earth that will love you as much as your parents do
You guys don’t understand what this camp is. It is a brat camp. Its for delequents and “out of control teens.” If i talk to them they will send me there for “complaining.” I can’t go there. If its anything like the stress center I won’t be able to handle it. I hate being caged like that. It gives me anxiety attacks.
Your right that is horrible and not the place for you. Your not a brat your just a dude in pain. I’m sorry
Thanks man. I just need someone to talk to.
Well feel free to talk to me when ever you like.
Thanks man.
Sorry to hear that Greed. Your parents probably mean well but they might just not know how to handle it. They really have no idea how you feel if they want to send you to a delinquent camp just because you have a problem. Have you tried prayer? It helps me
I’m an athiest.
possibly fits of some sort?