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life’s not a gift

by rach 8/31/2013

written by rach

Life is not a gift.

It is a curse.

It is an evil thing.

Many of us living beings will not live humane lives, let alone happy ones

BillionsÂ ofÂ animals and people have been tortured to death in the history of this miserable planet……http://www.spiegel.de/international/zeitgeist/the-worst-ways-to-die-torture-practices-of-the-ancient-world-a-625172.html

And maybe one day we will be tortured to death too.

If only people would think on these things before they have children

And save their unborn children from entering this world.

8/31/2013 6 comments

AT YOUR DARKEST HOUR

by RealTalk30 8/14/2013

written by RealTalk30

Shift yourself from this grave..side to side ..consider yourself for the first time in a millennia. Look up to the sky..consider you’ll live again.
Drifting up from your sleep..in a haze to what the world has become. Shake a breath for the wind..show no fear for the light…and slowly breath in.. Exhale!

Search for strength, beneath your bleeding heart. Behind the crimson lines you’ve drawn tighter still. Reset trap door thoughts of letting the world collide with the emptiness inside. Hold on..dare to hold on..hold on tight to life even when the lines break from their binds.

Hold onto your hope so tight. Dampen the screams […]

8/14/2013 4 comments

My First Post

by CrypticT0xin 6/24/2013

written by CrypticT0xin

**This is a jumbled up mess…**

Ever wonder why you bother?Â I always do.Â I find nothing in life that is worth fighting for. I feel lost and alone. But I know I’m not. My family, friends, and girlfriend love me very much. It has been them that has kept me from following through with my dark thoughts. I’m writing here today because I made a pact with myself before I started college. If I could no go through with it, then I have nothing left to offer. I told myself it’s over once I get that email, letter, talking too. People saying you failed! Why bother?

It happened.

Now […]

6/24/2013 3 comments

Tia Dalma & Davy Jones

by .The Matter Of Time 6/19/2013

written by .The Matter Of Time

She stood in the cold rain, watching the people pass, remembering… She remembered him, remembered when he was more; when he was something human. She remembered the sun on their faces, when they loved each other, and thought of how they could have been, the family they could have had… They could have had everything… And as her eyes closed on the cruel world, the rain turned warm and thick from her eyes. The world cried for her, for her and for the broken heart of the sea…

Not a day that went by without him thinking about her; her beautiful face, charming laugh, and radiant […]

6/19/2013 1 comment

A letter to my love.

by ablackrose 6/6/2013

written by ablackrose

It’s just before 12pm. Â I have only just woken up and I wake up today looking at life like it’s a curse. Â What is the point of living life? Â (Not in a suicidal state of mine). Â I lay here thinking to myself how hard it is to get out of bed to get to the shower or to get downstairs to eat breakfast. Â So I just lay here for longer. Â It is now 1pm. Â I have decided to get up and start going on with my day to day jobs. Â I was meant to go out today but I don’t want to leave the house. […]

6/6/2013 0 comment

Letania de mis defectos

by dominoc4 6/5/2013

written by dominoc4

Litany of my faults

I’m vain, despotic, blasphemous;
proud, haughty, ungrateful, scornful;
but still retain rose complexion.
The fire of hell burns me.
Cut glass is my system.
I’m egotistical, cold, tumultuous.
I break like fragile butterfly.
I myself have built my curse.
I’m perverse, wicked, vindictive.
It provided my blood and fugitive.
My thoughts are very taciturn.
My dreams of sin are nocturnal.
I’m hysterical, crazy, insane;
but to eternity and sentenced.

(Pita Amor, 1987)

LetanÃa de mis defectos

Soy vanidosa, dÃ©spota, blasfema;
soberbia, altiva, ingrata, desdeÃ±osa;
pero conservo aÃºn la tez de rosa.
La lumbre del infierno a mÃ me quema.
Es de cristal cortado mi sistema.

6/5/2013 0 comment

On The Edge

by Olivia Katelynn 5/20/2013

written by Olivia Katelynn

I am on the edge. Trying to determine whether or not it’s time for me to die. I just want the curse to be lifted. I want to be set free. Happy again.

But what if dying is not as wonderful as it seems?

I don’t necessarily want to kill myself. But i think most of us on this site have contemplated it at least once before.

I recently made the decision not to eat any more. My stomach is too large. My thighs are too bulky. My arms are too fat. i hate being ugly. it sucks.

“Suicide is never the answer.” yeah, okay, i get that. But […]

5/20/2013 4 comments

a private message made public

by afakenickdrake 5/19/2013

written by afakenickdrake

i am in pretty bad shape too man….i can feel you and see how many you and me there really are, imagine the total grief and helplessness and hopelessness in this world man, it is enough to be a world in itself, maybe that is what hell is. maybe hell is the collective weight of all peoples’ failed aspirations, expectations and dreams, maybe hell is the all weighty almighty DREAM that was never chased. it just lies there, emptying slowly, its mass and thickness invading all that comes in its way, it comes inside you and me thijs, through the nose, close your eyes all […]

5/19/2013 0 comment

cursed….please help:'(

by JaneDoe822 4/21/2013

written by JaneDoe822

I’m afraid to recall that how this idea ever ran through my mind but If I EVER end up being a transsexual….my mother and her ultra conservative outlook would be responsible for it….the truth is that I’m tired of the mundane gender issues to which I was exposed to at such a young age or to be more specific its one of my earliest memory to be super reserved with people of the opposite gender….because its a “taboo” to be frank or formally intimate with them……I sometimes feel like I’ll never forgive the brutal society laws which made me “regret” for being a female….I often […]

4/21/2013 1 comment

numb

by Blad3s 4/2/2013

written by Blad3s

well lets start this fucking bullshit shall we.Â Okay so what the fuck do you do when everything you touch or do fails? what the hell do you do when girlfriend after girlfriend leaves you? After they use the fuck out of you? Or roomates who wish to rip you off at every turn? what the fuck do you do when you’ve cried to the point where you can’t anymore? I fucking feel nothing anymore no joy no excitement no passion for my favorite things no expectation for good to happen nothing ever goes right anymore but when something fucked up happens to me it […]

4/2/2013 5 comments

Hopeless Optimism

by RachelJ 3/29/2013

written by RachelJ

Why do I always have to believe that things when get better even though they won’t? Why do I keep trying to stick around when I know this is it for me? Why am I afflicted with this hopeless optimism? Hope is a curse.

3/29/2013 2 comments

new to this, talking about my feelings and my problem

by the_unfixable 3/29/2013

written by the_unfixable

I guess a good place to start would be the beginning but I don’t really know where that is. I guess as a kid I always struggled fitting in, I wasn’t the same as everyone else and that was noticeable from a youngish age, I was always bullied in school for being different and was always being physically abused by the other kids. No one ever believed me when I’d tell them what was happening and thought it was all my fault for being so different and started punishing myself for it. At the age of 10 I started cutting and didn’t know that it […]

3/29/2013 2 comments

My peace.

by together 3/18/2013

written by together

This world… Has no peace.
You may scream and beg… Your pleas are vetoed.
Curse and yell all you want… You’re brushed to a lonely dark.
Every shuddering pain… Overlaps your life.

Sitting in this moon tonight.
Its light almost blinds me..
I feel vulnerable to natures grasp.
Soon… I hope I’m as cold as the ground I lay.

3/18/2013 0 comment

Cant go on much longer

by Exhausted1 2/20/2013

written by Exhausted1

Im trying to remain strong but it seems like everything i try to do is futile, it feels like im getting weaker and weaker each day, i failed at college, i am not performing well at work, i have family that are distancing themselves from me. I feel like i am a curse, my father was a failure & im scared that if i continue to live i might end up like him.My mind is slowly deteriorating each day, people keep telling me that things will get better for years now but nothing has changed.This world is not for me. If GOD does’nt take me […]

2/20/2013 2 comments

Eternal Misery

by f_u_c_k_E_D 2/14/2013

written by f_u_c_k_E_D

damnit.Â IDK where to start.Â so much is racing through my head right now.Â im completely fucked.Â It’s unreal how horrible things can become.Â So, I have this stupid belief that, yeah, i want to die, but it could be the last thing I ever do (assuming in death there is no afterlife…just inÂ case)Â and it will only happen for real once…Â I want to FEEL it.Â None of the gun to the head crap (besides, you could always end up brain dead which is worse than life itself…[although, someone i once knew shot himself in the heart…Â i think that takes guts]) but anyways this […]

2/14/2013 3 comments

My curse

by lostchild445 2/13/2013

written by lostchild445

The curse
placed long ago upon my head
To bear the weight of the world
On a rope tied round my neck
To always look back at what has happened and live it again today
To have no hope for tomorrow
to feel nothing but sorrow
to hate every aspect of my day.
To see my scars and fight the powers that drive me to make more
To find the bottle and decide not to drink every last drop it stores
To hear the words that others say and push them all away, lest they end up on my arm.
To split my mind and want to live yet long to die
To do so wrong yet […]

2/13/2013 0 comment

last man to stand

by Tormenting Dreams 2/1/2013

written by Tormenting Dreams

hit me if you think it hurts

beat me if you think it works
ill be here when your done
and you’ll be where you passed out drunk
life continues it never ends
unless you take it with your own hands
is it ever a reason good enough
to walk away and throw your hands up
no one will ever understand
because your alone the last man to stand
please give me one reason just to go on
because in reality this is no fun
loneliness is my curse
if you get close ill hurt you worse
i don’t mean to be who i am
im […]

2/1/2013 3 comments

No MoRe TeArS

by Nothin2Live4 1/23/2013

written by Nothin2Live4

The tears they fall unfiltered and pure
Pouring out pain that nothing can cure
Tumbling, cascading like the waterfall
The vivid mark of agony’s call
Those salty drops of feminine curse
Trapped under weight, day by day growing worse
no one to catch them, no one to see
No one else lost in this hell-hole but me
Screaming in terror at the walls closing in
Dropping to my knees, my head starts to spin
Feeling the rage within growing stronger
What in the hell have I done that’s so wrong?
The quickness of breath and tightness of chest
I have endured through it all, gave […]

1/23/2013 2 comments

Whats in my mind – Poem Writen by me

by MissCMF 11/30/2012

written by MissCMF

Controlled by a Masked Man By MissCMF

I canâ€™t control any move, my head gives up soul comes to prove

The voices chant, the pain begins; I know I will never win

Crashing into tables, causing tears, but no one can know of these fear

When people enter I struggle to stop, act like Iâ€™m fine when really Iâ€™m not

If I told people whatâ€™s going on, theyâ€™ll think that Iâ€™m crazy that I donâ€™t belong

Who has a masked man in their heads, who when takes over makes the real me

The voices he uses are the ones […]

11/30/2012 3 comments

nightline service…such a stupid mistake

by SafeHaven 11/25/2012

written by SafeHaven

My telling you on the nightline service â€œI am not that strong of a personâ€ translates to â€œI am going to kill myself, but I donâ€™t want you to lock me up so I wonâ€™t say it out loud and commit myself.â€Â I donâ€™t know how or when.Â As soon as possible.Â As soon as I can find the right way.Â Pills wonâ€™t do itâ€¦Iâ€™ve even heard cyanide wonâ€™t do it unless you are a chemist and know how to brew it just right.Â I envy that old couple that took their life together sipping cyanide from their teacups.Â Jumping in front of a train […]

11/25/2012 4 comments

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