Despite being around such “happy” people, I cant help but feel lonely and empty. A person who I thought of as a brother died in the Summer and while everyone else is still upset about him, I am the only person who can’t let go. I just can’t. I still cry myself to sleep evey night.
I do hope one day I’ll succeed in my suicide attempts. Then both of us can be at… Peace. I just wish that would happen. All my problems, along with me, would just float away.
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I’m sure it is hard to lose someone you care about but I have always believed in the idea of asking yourself what this person would want for you right now. If someone loved you and they happened to pass away, they wouldn’t want everyone they left behind to be in pain. They would want you to smile at the good memories you made together, and to never forget them, but to move forward and have a happy life as well. This friend of yours would not want to see you feeling this bad. Be happy. Talk to other people who knew them and keep their memory alive. Share memories with other people that made you happy.