I want to die. I want to escape this place where I get screamed at for being angry, where doors slam all the time.
Will someone hold me quietly, save me from this place? Can I even risk that?
I am cursed. I cannot have anyone love me. Or I will be trapped in this hell called life.
I need someone. Just someone. To talk to, to listen. To respect my decision.
And to not say that he will miss me.
I’d rather be nowhere than here.
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The problem is..how well do you know yourself…to the point where if your requests are fulfilled, you will truly be happy again?
Often times, when people say they need someone, they have specific type of someone in mind..not just any someone… in the end, I don’t even know who is being picky here.
Anyway, good luck searching.
No, it’ll all be okay. I promise. Listen to these songs. It’s pretty much the only thing that’s kept me sane. Or at least sane-ish.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oUTfO3yb0fw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMi-iZrbkCY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzPkRrfD_fw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9md7QzUkCc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rRM58iSllig
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFZfvq1zmAE
I hope these help. They may make you cry a little bit, but music is my therapy, and I hope that it helps you, too.
Yay~youtube~ I listened to all those songs cuz I had nothing else to do. You caught me in a mellow mood. Nice.
Music seems to be my therapy too. Chillin’ to: http://youtu.be/VtrExSEuppM
OK, not really a therapeutic song…eh.
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This is the real stuff right here..
“”That (name) be not told of my death, or made to grieve on account of me. “& that I be not bury’d in consecrated ground. “& that no sexton be asked to toll the bell. “& that nobody is wished to see my dead body. “& that no mourners walk behind me at my funeral. “& that no flowers be planted on my grave, “& that no man remember me. “To this I put my name.” -Thomas Hardy
good luck
death is a lonely road, perhaps by design…If you’d like to talk then we can talk, but I don’t know what I have to offer you – s10czar@yahoo.com
otherworldliness: I will be happy when I can see my lovely again. so yes, I guess you could say I am being particular when I talk about needing someone.. well, I need her, and the only way to do that is to die too.
Trumpetchick99: Thank you for the songs. I have actually heard all of them before. And music used to be my therapy.
Gaara: Thank you for the kitty.
s10czar: Thank you for the quote, that’s about exactly how I am feeling. I will message you.