Life is completely boring to me. After reading and seeing the exploits of fantasy life seems boring. I long for the days of old. To be a Samurai during a time of war would please me deeply. I wish something would happen to real life like in the movies. An alien invasion, some all powered god going berserk. However this will never happen for it’s just a fantasy. This mundane life is enough to make me want to end it. Of course I won’t because frankly I don’t want to be a burden to my family. I may not fully understand the emotion of love but I do respect them. So I won’t kill myself for their sake. However I’m not afraid to die. If someone were to have a gun to my head I could care less. They can go ahead and pull the trigger. Matters not to me. Hopefully their isn’t an afterlife. I would be disappointing if there was. That would mean magic, demons, and the like truly existed and I missed out on it. I shall end my little rant now. However I will end it with a question. Anybody else dissatisfied with this mundane life?
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Yes I feel the exact same way.
However an acquaintance of mine had a thought about the afterlife.
She said “what if in the afterlife( if one were to be accepted into heaven or for it to simply be this way for everyone is not the point) you could create your own world like having a nonstop dream.”
We both openly ponder things like this and we are both completely indifferent to lufe although I often consider taking my own life…. however i almost feel… excited for death if this could be one of the possibilites. But im strying…
I guess what im saying is that yes a feel the sam except for the afterlife part.
Yeah, life sucks. But honestly I’d rather be alive now than 800 years ago. Back then they didn’t have AC/Heating and all the cool shit we have now.