Well, this is me, Brandilinn, I know its hard to believe that a  girl like me cab have all these  problems going on, well I’m  living proof of it. I really don’t understand why all this shit happens to me. I may have all these things going on, but I do have self confidence. Never have I once thought I wasn’t pretty enough for someone, but I have thought I wasn’t good enough, especially my family. Maybe the reason all of these things happen to me because they take advantage of my looks and just try to tare me down emotionally, but I honestly have no idea. I always try to do what’s best, but its never good enough for anyone. Maybe my looks keep me in trouble, everyone likes to take advantage of the pretty little girl next door. She’s sweet, cute, smart, but she’s not as happy as she seems. And that’s all anyone will ever know, what they see on the outside, never the true pain within.
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you are beautiful love 🙂
Thank you.
I’m seriously not trying to be mean, but I doubt people are somehow intimidated or envious of your looks enough to treat you cruelly. Beauty is a commodity and while you are not unattractive, I wouldn’t say that you are “gorgeous”. Again, not trying to be mean, just honest. Basically, I think you are attributing your feeling of inadequacy to your pleasing appearance when in reality, you may not be as confident as you think you are. Just a reality check, we all need them. It’ll help you look within yourself.
your welcome
@brandilinnnikoli Hmmm… I’m sorry you’re going through a lot of pain… Even if others may not see the beauty of your heart, don’t despair… You can always find someone to listen to you and to understand you here…
P.S. I love your eyes! 😉
Thank you for your honesty.
If you want people to take your words more seriously, then don’t present them with a picture of yourself. As long as you see your looks as your only good quality, that’s the only thing you’ll ever be about. You won’t ever grow into a deeper person because you’ll keep yourself chained to your physical appearance, very similar to all the other psychologically damaged, emotionally empty models that girls mistakenly want to be like.
If you don’t develop other skill sets, once your looks run out you’ll be left with nothing. Be determined to be more than just a pretty face. Try to help people, be a good friend, recognize that unless you stop thinking so much about yourself that you’ll live an incredibly lonely life.