this is some of me

ive been thinking about this scince pi was born my aunt will hit me when i went to go live with her and my mom well i was a mistake to begin with i dont know if i can do this i live for my baby sister and my love but in reality im dieing i tried to drink hydrogen proixde but my best freiend dumped it out on the grass i was putting it in my mouth she thought i wasent gonna do it and i risk everything everyday living people will be like if u do that u will do that and i say well i wanna do it and idk i may seem despet sad and all that i am not i am fun i laugh i am just trying to move on my mom brings me down everyday she tells me her problems and my aunt has been good i guess on treating me good only hit me 2 i want someone to be there not get mad for doing the stuff i do i know he loves me but cuts help