Scars

This is my story and i hope it gives all of you out there some hope.

I was always a good girl. I had friends not many but yea. First everything was good. I wasn’t the thinnest but I was happy with who I am. But when I came to 5th grade, all my friends were away. All of them were on another school. I thought it couldn’t be that hard to make new friends but it was. No one in my new class liked me. They called me names like fattie. Everyday I got home I went in my room and cried. I just cried, sometimes for hours. This was the worst time of my life and I thought it would never end. I had no friends till 9th grade. I began to cut myself and often thought about suicide. I thought about it more and more. Then there was this new guy in my class. He moved with his parents. I remember that day and I think I always will. It was 3rd september 2012. He sat next to me and this was nearly the best day of my life. We talked all the time and had fun together everyday. He’s my best friend now. One day he noticed all my scars – the ones on my arms, on my legs, my stomach everywhere. He asked me why I did this and he started crying. He helped me stop cutting. He’s the reason why I stopped thinking bout suicide. He gave me an old necklace of his grandma which is heart shaped. It gives me strength. I wear it every day all the time and it helped me a lot..

Believe in miracles ♥