*My mom is mentally and partially physically abusive
*my dad didn’t want anymore kids, aka, me
*my sisters raised me, then left me with my mother
*my dad is never home
*my dad never talks to me
*I was molested and taught to masturbate at age six by my sisters friend
*my mother openly talks about my idiocy and stupidity to strangers
*I have been suicidal since 6th grade
*my mom left me in 4th grade
*I’ve been convinced that its okay to give my body away
*I’ve been raped
*I have commitment issues
*I’ve tried to commit suicide twice
*I have an addiction to cutting
*I’ve been bullied because I’m different, emo, a kandi kid, scene, bisexual, on the brink of transgendered, and just straight up weird
*I’m sexually confused
*my mom only supports my music because it pisses off my
Sister
*I breathe music
*the darkness is my home, the light is known to burn me in more ways than one…
*I believe that love knows no gender, no age, and no limits. Love is love, no matter who you are. In fact, I saw a boy maybe…six years younger than me, and my heart skipped a beat. Pedophilia? I don’t believe in it unless it becomes reckless and wrong.
*I’ve sought help from God…
No answer yet, but praying is the best I can do for now…
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Oh hey, other queer musicians on here tonight. That’s cool. We gotta live so we can make interesting music about our experiences, right?
Your parents suck ass. I’m sorry you’ve had to go through this much pain.
At first I thought that was an insult and I almost jumped at you, so sorry >.< thank you, and I'm glad to hear there's more musicians on here 🙂 and I'll be fine…I can deal for now…I mean, only 3 more years :/
i feel your pain
I’m sorry that you do…