Cameron,
I fell in love with you the moment your eyes saw mine. Shivers played at me when you were close. Your beautiful black hair, and those dark grey blue eyes. Tall, freckles, always in my favorite color. Black. You were perfect. Perfect for me. But…I apparently wasn’t perfect for you…I know we talked once…maybe twice…but the sound of your voice made me want to cry tears of happiness…
Ugh, wow. Sounding like a total stalker now. Great.
Whatever. Not like you know who I am. You wouldn’t remember me. Yknow, the girl always glancing at you. The shy girl wearing your favorite color. Black. The girl listening to music in the corner, or playing guitar, singing softly to herself. The girl who thinks you play violin beautifly.
Yeah. That’s me. The girl practically falling heels over head for you. The one you don’t see because I’m younger than you. Much younger. Three years at least…
The shadow on the wall…wanting to be by your side or in your arms…I just wonder what It’d be like as I walk out the door to lunch. Trying to avoid you because I’m afraid. Because I like you. A lot. But oh well. I guess I’m just another girl you won’t see…
Hope to talk to you soon, not like it’ll happen…
Little girls can dream can’t they?
-Sara
2 comments
Hi. it’s the sadboy, you posted a comment before on my “please put me out of my misery”. i am so sorry that you have to go through this to. it’s the worst pain ever. the feeling when you know that someone doesn’t like you is like you are under water and cant breath, and you won’t get above the water to get air. it’s like your screaming but nobody hears you. and dreams are wonderful, it makes you for one short moment of your worthless life think that everything is alright, that everything is perfect, that everything is the way you want it to be, that is like in a movie and you are playing the leading roll. and then you wake up from the dream and it was just to good to be true. you’re not alone :’). it’s good to know that, cause everybody is afraid to be alone in this world. and i know how it feels, you feel that he is so special that nobody in the world has ever felt this way so strong. you cant be without hearing the voice of the one you love, put it hurts when you hear his voice? … what kind of music do you like? me myself likes the smiths alot, much indie music and brittish 90-pop.
Thank you 🙂 I listen to all kinds of music because I find atleast a small but if beauty in each song 🙂 mostly alternative, screamo, metal, happy hardcore, and the pop songs from my sixth grade