Ok,
So my name is Destiny and i just wanted to talk about giving up.
I’ve went through a lot of things, and i’ve moved past them, learning how to work on myself. I live by the motto:
“EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON”.
It has nothing to do with religion, but with just that everything in my opinion happens for a reason. Whenever I hit a point where i dont want to live i think about all the negative, everything. i drive my self into deep stages of confusion trying to figure it all out on myself. Why do things happen the way they do?, Why have I grown apart from people i was once close to?, Why do people hurt me?, why don’t i look like what i want to?, so many questions. And i tell myself that all this negative will make me stronger.
And honestly it has. I’m still here, I’ve learned so many ways to be ok with who i am and not to give up. I did a lot on my own, but not all. When you want to die or even think about it as the only option, then there’s only so much help you can give to yourself because chances are:
YOU’RE SUICIDAL BECAUSE YOU THINK NOBODY’S THERE, NOBODY CARES.
So really you have to find those people that do care enough to help, because believe there are many that you overlook everyday. Hell, I’m a complete stranger and id help you, i care just because you are a person. HUMAN.
🙂 kik: desttiinnyy07
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I am so happy to read your post. I agree with you. I am suicidal because no one understands me. No one cares. No one can stand by my side. You speak to my heart, my dear. It is my root of suicidal thoughts.
I just wanted to say you’re amazing. I’m also here for the same reason you are, trying to save others in this sinking boat we are in. We made it through and we want to pass that faith on. Just as you did, I’m extending the same love to you. Email: marlene.j.salvatore@gmail.com 🙂
Too bad I’m not a human .. :/ Do you help aliens? ._.