When a person is born … what is the purpose behind that birth??? What is the purpose behind mine???? Am I just born to nearly get everything one can want and have it snatched away from me in a second??? being born with calcium deficiency and convulsions… since then it has always been a struggle… I would have died then and there but mom sells her assets to save me… but for what ??? to torture me when i grow up… to prove that i am a mistake in her life… when i din’t have an issue with her marriage… why the sudden change from being loved to being ill-treated and misused???
Is that all life has got to offer to me??? Then dad … left 17 years ago …. got married and never looked back? what happened to all the crap put up on various sites, pages and movies and books… Is that kind of a father daughter relationship a lie??? Is it all a sham? just useless fucking crap? I have everyone and i am alone…. all that i’ve written… every single poem every single story is burnt by my own mother right in front of my eyes… ?????
I want to die… as i should have all those years ago … I promise myself that i will find a way to end this as soon as possible…………………………………………
Hoe old are youanyway.|?
20s are ok..
works for what? Being Depressed?
My friend. The purpose is to live, it is to breath. It is to become aware of external influences on our sub conscious. It is to control your thoughts and regulate your emotions. This is by letting go and accepting that we are feeling a certain way. You sound like you have anxiety as well as depression. I am depressed but i never hide it. Don’t be happy just for other people. Be happy for you. If there’s something bothering you, even if others find it to be rudimentary, then you have to stand up for what you believe in and accept your feelings. Only then will you be able to express them. For example, i feel disgust with people that have animal phobia and are ignorant of animal rights. I show that. i stand up for it. What do you really passion, forget about school and shit..ykno.. Trust me. I am in your shoes, hypothetically..
No.. but you ever think about talking to a counsellor.? Mite help you.???
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Don’t end your life. I care!.. My brother committed suicide. I don’t want it to happen to anyone. Part of my objective and purpose in life is to help others like me..