Im so done with life and all the nothingness shit it has to offer.So im out on thursday.I dont really agree or disagree with suicide.Im a little scared but i figure fear is a natural part of death.If i wasnt scared i wouldnt be human.
I got test results for my heart that landed me in the er weekend of my birthday.Guess what they found?Nothing! normally i wouldnt be bothered by this but im in pain a lot and im a bit tired of this.doctors trying to make me out to be some type of liar or crazy ass *****.fuck them all.ill self medicate and get my own pain relief.No one can help me at this point and im not even sure if i want there help.if i die i know my family will be super sad but they can get through it theyve endured a lot.Besides if they knew they type of freak i really was i doubt theyd want me around anyway.So farewell if this is the last couple days i write anything or visit this site.if not then maybe somebody really hates me and this all a fucking punishment for something i did that i havent realized ive done.
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No one named my chronic pelvic pain yet.
I’m in physical pain since I was 16. I feel it every second of my day. Some days are okay, I’m used to feel it; but some are cruel.
Those doctors looking at you as if you were crazy, like they’re doubting that you’re in pain. I totally get you…
Anyway, I just wanted to say you’re not alone when it comes to these feelings.
I hope that something can change for you, for better.
Lots of peace.
how r u planning to go? please tell me. as i too am really interested
when i decide to pull the plug it’s going to be semi-suspension hanging in a quiet forest hundreds of miles away from civilization. unless a bear bites the rope, the chances of survival are zero.
interesting. Have you considered trying alternative medicine before giving up and killing yourself? Its a very simple solution… Well, just saying…